Oh nation bent on destruction what more can I say to you?

Oh people given over to self-determination, what can be done for you?

Time after time I’ve sent correction because of your haughtiness.

Season upon season I have sent you signs of my displeasure.

I have given you a divorce decree, thinking you would see my seriousness in this matter, yet you continue in your whoredom.

Can’t you see how I mock your self-proclaimed liberty?

Won’t you see how I disregard your sovereignty?

You sing “God Bless America,” but I have removed my blessing.

Your vehicle of trade proclaims, “In God We Trust,” but it is not Me whom you trust, it is other gods.

Your gods are idols, you trust in demons and their doctrines.

You proclaim My grace, but you deny my name??

I have given you wicked rulers because that is what you deserve.

Had you loved me I would have given you righteous rulers and would have healed your land.

You love your sin and you crave your disobedience, so I have given you likeminded men and women to lead you.

Your very own corruption has cried out against you and I have answered by giving you what a corrupt people deserve.

Your system is failing, your crops are failing and soon everything will crash down.

Soon the idol that you have set up will break apart and be carried away by the winds.

Soon, yes very soon, the peoples of the earth will denigrate you, crying out that Babylon has fallen.

Yes, you are Babylon, you are the corruptor of the earth. You have taken on the ways of Satan.

I cast him to the ground and so I will cast you to the ground.

You embroil yourselves in a great election controversy. You consider the better of two evils?

You choose between evils because I, yes I allow only evil for you to choose from.

Your choices oh rebellious and wicked people are what you deserve. Both choices are bad for you.

You mock the King of Heaven and Earth. You demand that I go far away from you. I have honored your demands.

Soon you will proclaim that I have cursed your nation. I do not curse, I offer blessing, yet you spurn me so I take the blessings with me and the vacuum leaves a curse upon you. You have led to your own demise.

Stiff necked people, do you really think that you have a choice of who will lead you? You had a choice and you chose to send me away. Now I turn you over to the wicked one. Now I send the devourer and he will take away everything that you have.

Now you will stand naked, but not ashamed.

Perhaps when your bellies swell from hunger you will cry out to me, but most will curse me.

Perhaps when they lead you away to the slaughter you will beg for my help, but most will raise their finger in my direction.

Yes, you will blame Me. The corrupt dregs of the vineyard will blame the vine dresser. You will curse the King of Righteousness as you draw your last breath.

I have sent prophets to you to warn you. I have sent people to cry out in the streets about your situation, yet you ignore them. You write them off has heretics, those devoid of correct scriptural interpretation. What more can I do but to let you go, to hand you over to the devourer.

There are those who follow me, who still honor me. These will I save in the day of trouble. These will I cover with the shadow of my wings; these will I hide in the rock.

These have waited upon me, have sought me out; and these trust me. I have promised to renew their strength, to mount them up on the wings of eagles. These will run and not tire; they will do great exploits and will not faint. They will call and I will answer; they will ask and I will give. They love Me and I love them.

Do not fear my people when persecution comes. Do not faint when they take you away. Know that I am El Elyon and I am with you. I will empower you when the time comes and I will speak through you when I deem it necessary. Know in your hearts that your persecution comes from the enemy and his disciples, and not from me. You are precious in my eyes. Every part of your life was preordained by Me and certified by my Father. From the foundation of the world you have suffered along with me. You will overcome this world just like I overcame. Be of good cheer, look to Me, trust in Me. Take up my yoke and know that my promises are true.

But for you of rebellious children; those who call yourselves by My Name but are far from Me; you have no part of Me or My inheritance. Your appointment is weeping and gnashing of teeth because you have chosen to fellowship with this world rather than with me. All will get what they deserve by way of whom they have chosen. Rebellious children, your assignment will be with those who opposed Moses and Aaron. Your home will be with the rebellious children who would not listen to Noah, those who mocked him and put him out of their fellowship.

You say that this cannot be true, this could not be the God of the Bible. Have you read My Word? Do you not know that rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft? Do you not know that there is reciprocity for rebellion; that evil cannot enter into My Presence?

You say, we are under grace, not the law. You however have failed to see that love, My love, the love that I exemplified is the fulfillment of the Torah. The Torah is only fulfilled if you love, and you have not loved. When I spoke through my servant Yohanan did I not refer to My brothers, the leaders of My People as a Synagogue of Satan. Even so, I refer to you rebellious children as The Church of Satan. You have no part of me, and I will crush your head, see, I tell you ahead of time.

You say that America is a Godly nation, surely nothing will befall us in a wicked manner. The sons of Jacob said that many times and what befell them? No, I have turned you over to a national insanity. The fool says in his heart that there is no God, the rebellious know that I exist and yet mock me. So I turn you over to insanity.

You say, we are not insane, we are rational and we think clearly. Oh, do you I answer back? Do sane people walk away from a righteous God who will bless them if they are obedient? Do sane people murder defenseless children? Do sane people proceed tirelessly to break my most basic of commandments? Do sane people, after watching themselves being attacked by the adherents of the doctrines of the fallen angel Allah then elect one of his followers, one of his adherents a scant seven years later? No, you are insane, just like your new god, Lucifer, Satan.

So many years ago I had my servant Paul proclaim that if anyone, even an angel proclaiming to be from Me presents a Gospel other than My early servants proclaimed, then let them be accursed. Mohammed listened to a fallen angel who proclaimed a false gospel and Islam was the result. Joseph Smith listened to an angel named Moroni, again a fallen angel and Mormonism came into being.

Both of your choices oh rebellious people, both of those whom I’ve picked for you to “vote” for are foreigners to me, men of perdition, men who believe in false doctrine and practice them with devotions. I have made foreigners rulers over you. I will not be mocked. Your transgressions now visit you and will until you are no more a united people.

In the same way that I scattered those in Babylon during the days of Nimrod so will I scatter you. Your portion will be as servants to wicked masters and you will curse me. But the faithful will cry out to me and will be heard. Those who seek me with all of their hearts will find me. And all who call upon the name of Yahweh will be saved. My Word is true and My promises are eternal.

As believers in Yeshua we need to draw a clear and distinctive demarcation line between the Kingdom of Yahweh and this worldly kingdom. Many of us (including me of course) are opinionated about things that strike a cord with our hearts and we are vocal about issues.

One of the things that has always bugged me about the whole “political correctness” charade that people tend to follow, both heathens AND believers are guilty. We’re told not to discriminate because discrimination is wrong and to some degree it is. If we choose one person over another because of race, that is wrong. However, if we choose not to hire a Muslim to teach religion in a Christian religious school then that is not discrimination, that is common sense. Muslims know this and they do not allow “infidels” (non-Muslims) to teach in their religious learning institutions.

In scripture Yeshua tells us that we are to “judge” a person by the fruit that they bear. He mentions that a good tree cannot bear bad fruit nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. We’re supposed to see an olive tree for example, see the olives and say that it is an olive tree. If we say anything else, like saying that there are apples growing on the olive tree then that is sheer stupidity. The Greek that scripture uses for the word “judge” in that instance means to discriminate. So I guess that people of a liberal persuasion would label Yeshua as the ultimate hate monger, the epitome of politically incorrect behavior. But these people would probably argue about the fruit on the aforementioned tree too.

We are to discriminate, it is natural and it probably keeps us alive more than we can ever imagine. Open an old jar of mayonnaise and if it smells bad then you have judged that if you eat it you will become sick with food poisoning, but if you throw it out you will remain healthy. If you come to a train crossing and you judge wrong, thinking that you can beat the train to the crossing and you die as a result, you didn’t discriminate your timing correctly.

Of course in the cases above we are talking about things in a physical sense; judging by what we see, hear, smell, taste or touch. Yahweh gave us five senses so that we can discriminate. I would challenge anyone here to sit down just for a few minutes and reflect on how making correct judgments based on being discriminatory saved them a lot of angst many times and probably their lives at least once.

To the believer, we have been given a better ideal for our judgment of things. Yahweh, in the Torah gave us many ideas of what is right and wrong, and how He thinks about a variety of different subjects. He encoded these ideas into the Law so that we could know what His thoughts are. After all, since the Creator of All Things knows what is right then it has to be right.

All throughout history mankind has made wrong choices. That is the result of living as a fallen being in a corrupted creation. Scripture is quite clear that mankind will continue to make the same mistakes over and over again; and that is another reason why we need a guidebook to let us know of the correct ways to conduct ourselves. We’re told in Scripture that Yeshua Ha Mashiach is the same yesterday, today and forever. If for some reason you cannot understand that, it means that He (God) feels the same today about ungodly behavior as he did since the beginning of creation.

From the very beginning Yahweh has been opposed to homosexuality and all kinds of sexual perversions. There is evidence that it existed before the Flood of Noah and we know that it has persisted to be a flaw in human character throughout human history. Yahweh’s feelings on this particular sin are very strong. Sure, he hates all sin, so much so that if a person does not become regenerated through the shed blood of Yeshua they cannot be forgiven of sin and will live eternally separated from Yahweh’s love.

Sexual sin has always been a stumbling block with people. In the Torah, commandments are given to stone both offenders if adultery is found in the Israeli camp. Homosexuals were to be stoned as well and also people who laid with animals. So for homosexuals to go off on a tangent and say that God is unfair with them is a lie because all sexual sinners in Israel were treated the same. People don’t realize that sexual addiction is idolatry because it elevates the sexual partner and the sexual act above Yahweh, thus making it the thing that they crave or worship more than they crave or worship Him.

Where homosexuality is concerned however it is quite evident that those involved in it tend to treat it as a religion, in that they try to win converts. You really can’t argue with this seeing how in our day and age most textbooks, most schools and just about all institutes of higher education promote this lifestyle and persecute anyone who declines to go along with their flow. The “spirit” of homosexuality has woven itself so well into society that what was once seen as a sinful act is now seen as correctness, almost a righteous act, and the righteousness of seeing it as a sin is seen as hateful. Strange days for sure, but days prophesied as occurring in the last days.

For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them.For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Professing to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things.

Therefore God also gave them up to uncleanness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen.

For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due.

And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a debased mind, to do those things which are not fitting; being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful; who, knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things are deserving of death, not only do the same but also approve of those who practice them. Romans 1:18-32 NKJV

The above was written by the Apostle Paul, to the Church of Believers that lived in Rome. Paul knew Yahweh’s thoughts about homosexuality. He referred to himself as “the Pharisee of Pharisee’s,” a member of the Jewish ecclesiastical order who sat under and was tutored by the Great Gamaliel. Paul was showing in this passage that there is a certain progression that leads to unrighteous behavior. First you deny Yahweh. That makes you a fool according to scripture. Fools worship the creation rather than the creator. When you deny Yahweh you deny his ways, thus making every deed right in your eyes and okay for you to do. And even though you love and worship “nature” which Yahweh made to begin with, you begin to do things that are not natural. Even the animals, who use sexual union for procreation know that laying with the same gender produces nothing of intrinsic value.

So by now, if you’re of the homosexual choice, you are thinking me a hater because I’ve shown you what Yahweh thinks of sexual sin. Again, he hates all kinds of sexual sin, not just homosexuality, and, all who practice immorality will suffer in this world and after they close their eyes for the last time, should they not get right with Yahweh through the shed blood of Yeshua. Oh, and that doesn’t mean that you can come to Him and accept Him and continue in the offensive lifestyle. Yeshua always told people, “go and sin no more.”

So, now that we have all of that established, just what is this article about? Well, as mentioned at the beginning as believers in Yeshua Ha Mashiach we often tend to get off track and we tend to take on the ways of the world. We’re supposed to emulate our Lord Yeshua, yet we put on earthly clothes, so to speak. In simple terms, POLITICAL CORRECTNESS IS NOT A GODLY THING, especially if it violates scripture or Yahweh’s principles. But here’s the clincher; you have to read His word and ask for His direction in order to know what is right and what is wrong. Sure, those of us who are regenerated know right from wrong, but often we ignore it. Sometimes we get so tired of being rejected by family, friends and coworkers that we give in a little; accept and practice their ways. Friendship with the world is enmity with God, scripture says. Enmity means a total rebelliousness and hatred of. In modern terms, friendship with the world is like giving Yahweh the middle finger, like telling Yeshua to go to hell because you’re going to do what you want to do and you don’t care what He thinks. You think that’s harsh? Well, sometimes the truth is a bitter pill to swallow.

Simply put, if Yeshua finds something offensive, then we’re supposed to find it offensive. Do we hate the person that is doing the wrong? No, never!! We hate the sin but love the sinner. We treat them with the same lovingkindness that Yahweh treats us with. After all, we were all, prior to our conversions, enemies of Yahweh. We NEVER accept their sin as being okay and if need be, we rebuke it when it is being fostered and taught to others as being the “new thing,” the “hip thing,” or that “God accepts it because He loves all people.”

Over the past forty years or so here in America we have seen an influx of people from many cultures. The U.S. has always been a melting pot for the desperate of the world who yearn to be free. However, when you come to our nation, you’re expected to become Americans and to adopt the American culture, or to practice your own culture within your home and live as an American outside of your home. Instead, the immigrants who have arrived in the past four decades have arrived with the intent (or so it seems) to impose their culture upon the people who have invited them in and have accepted them. With all of this we have witnessed a watering down of the Judeo/Christian ethic that made our nation great. Anyone who has dared to bring up this subject, or try to announce that it is occurring is labeled a bigot, a hater and some have even been brought to court on the premise of having caused a hate crime. Granted, this is all part of a judgment by Yahweh on a sinful and rebellious nation, but that has already been address in other posts in this blog.

At the end of last year, around December of 2011, Lowes Home Improvement Stores announced that it was going to pull it advertisements from a show titled “All American Muslim,” which was supposed to foster understanding of Muslim life in America. The show supposedly was based on families in Dearborn, Michigan, a suburb of Detroit. Having friends that live in that area, and who have visited Dearborn, I must attest that they did not feel comfortable visiting there. They were constantly watched, observed and sometimes threatened. To quote one person, “It is a mini-Jihad state that has set itself up as a Sharia governed entity.” So, the corporation that administers Lowes knew the truth and they did not want to be part of promoting a system that is dedicated to killing every man, woman and child that won’t convert to Islam. Bravo to you Lowes!!!

The outcry by the libtards, the libtard press and even some who would label themselves as “Christians,” was to condemn Lowes as being a hateful organization, run by bigots and unAmerican. Always remember this, those who point fingers usually have three fingers pointing back at them, so if and when (because it’s bound to happen) they point and call you a bigot, a racist or a hater; they are probably two or three hundred percent more than what they are calling you.

The good thing is that people stood by Lowes. Believers in particular came out and stated that enough is enough and that they weren’t going to believe the liberal lies of ungodly people anymore. I went to Lowes this last weekend. They were still open. They weathered the storm and as far as I know, they are thriving. Every time that we ignore what the spin doctors try to get us to believe we score a victory against them.

Just this month, another corporation was lashed by the flagrum of the liberal press and the political correct libtards. The popular restaurant called Chick-fil-A was labeled as intolerant, hateful and politically incorrect because their President and COO Dan Cathy was quoted in the Baptist Press as saying; Chick-fil-A is “very much supportive of the family — the biblical definition of the family unit.” Read it again folks. He didn’t bash homosexuals, he didn’t vilify them; he just said that his corporation believed that the “Biblical” definition of a family unit is what the company endorsed. His (and the company’s) beliefs and code of ethics were judged as being hateful. The media and the other libtards have become “thought police.”

So, seeing that our very thoughts are being judged it seems that we have come to a fork in the road so to speak what shall we do. In other words, you just cannot be a wishy washy believer in Yeshua anymore. You’re going to have to take a stand, FINALLY! You’re going to have to finally affirm and proclaim what is more important to you; Yahweh’s Kingdom, His ways, His precepts, His thoughts and intentions and His will for your life; or, will you side with the world. Either way you’re being forced, not by Yahweh, but by the world and the libtards that run it. You’re being forced to make a choice. That ultimate choice that this is leading to will be whether you take the Mark on your right hand or forehead. The ultimate choice is whether you spend eternity in the peaceful bliss of Yeshua in Heaven and in the New Yerushalayim or swimming the backstroke in agony in a sulfur stew for eternity. Yahweh offers you a choice, the world forces you to make decisions. We hope you make the right choice.

Preface: This article was written in 2012 to warn people about the antics and false accusations of one Nicole Brown, AKA Paradox Brown, AKA Nicole Malone. 

Nicole went out of her way to cause defamation against me and another well known researcher. She has postings on the WARN Website at which is still administered by her ex-lover Guy Malone. I have searched the internet for any new postings from Nicole but haven’t seen anything newer than 2013. Nicole has effectively dropped off the map, so to speak. I have heard a variety of rumors as to what has happened but they are just that, rumors, and I will not post rumors that cannot be substantiated. Frankly, I’m just thankful that although the posting still exist, and for whatever reason Guy Malone chooses not to remove them, there have been no new lies or rumors posted about me or my close brother and co-minister.

I am placing this article on the website to show how someone who shows all indications of being mentally unstable can wreak havoc on a researcher and ministerial person.


Again the word of the Lord came to me, saying, “Son of man, speak to the children of your people, and say to them: ‘When I bring the sword upon a land, and the people of the land take a man from their territory and make him their watchman, when he sees the sword coming upon the land, if he blows the trumpet and warns the people, then whoever hears the sound of the trumpet and does not take warning, if the sword comes and takes him away, his blood shall be on his own head. He heard the sound of the trumpet, but did not take warning; his blood shall be upon himself. But he who takes warning will save his life. But if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet, and the people are not warned, and the sword comes and takes any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity; but his blood I will require at the watchman’s hand.’

Dear Brothers and Sisters in Yeshua Ha Mashiach,

Today I’m faced with a very difficult task, one that I am hesitant to perform, but one, that if it is not performed could allow harm to befall the souls both saved and the unsaved. To perform this duty could make some feel that I am judgmental, and giving the circumstances that have played out between myself and the person in question, could cause some to think that I’m performing a vendetta against this person. I feel compelled to the highest degree to inform you about someone who has gone through great pains to ruin the ministry that Yahweh has given to me as well as my reputation and the reputations of some who I consider good friends, brothers and sisters as well as fellow researchers. With all of that said, it still makes me sad that I have to proceed with this warning.

I ask that you understand that if left to my own devices, I would run from this task like Yonah ran from his obligation to speak to the people of Nineveh. I have been given the office of a watchman, a prophet if you wish, and if you knew my personality and my apprehensions about being confrontational you would understand that I would rather do anything other than what Yahweh is compelling me to do. I hope and pray with all earnest that you will understand that my heart struggles in having to do this thing. I also hope and pray that you understand that I have prayed for years for the person in whom I have been charged in revealing to you this day. I have painstakingly forgiven this person over the years and have made great strides in reaching out to them in the Spirit of Christian love and fellowship, but to no avail. I have sat idly as this person has defamed me and brought all manner of false accusation against me and some fellow Christian researchers. For years Yahweh has told me to sit by and let them sling their stones at me, and He has been faithful to preserve me through these attacks and He has been my strong tower against those who have set themselves against me. In my flesh, I would have retaliated long ago and could have done so in such a way as to put this person to shame, but I would not and could not bring myself to do such a thing because Yahweh told me not to, plus it would have made me appear to be just as devious and malevolent as this person has been toward me. To be frank, I have been placed in a very difficult position. Do I keep my mouth shut and ignore what is a clear and present danger to what could be many people, to again turn the other cheek; or do I take serious my anointing to be a watchman on the city wall and warn everyone I can about this danger. I am compelled to do the latter.

About a week ago I received a letter from one Nicole Malone. You may know her as her pseudonym, Paradox Brown. I was hesitant to open the e-mail because her writings in the past have always been sickly sweet combined with a jugular cutting tone that was always hurtful; full of accusatory tones and hardly ever conciliatory. When I saw the email header in my email inbox my reaction was, “oh no, now what?” Her letters have always started out with a soft tone, almost too soft but followed with tones and accusations that made me feel like a multiple stabbing victim and then she would end her letters with a gentle, “have a nice day” sort of approach. It was as if two different people were writing the letter and I often wondered if there were two personalities writing for her.

Remind them of these things, charging them before the Lord not to strive about words to no profit, to the ruin of the hearers. Be diligent to present yourself approved to God, a worker who does not need to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. But shun profane and idle babblings, for they will increase to more ungodliness. And their message will spread like cancer. Hymenaeus and Philetus are of this sort, who have strayed concerning the truth, saying that the resurrection is already past; and they overthrow the faith of some. Nevertheless the solid foundation of God stands, having this seal: “The Lord knows those who are His,” and, “Let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity.” 2 Timothy 2:14-19

A major concern over these past few years is that Nicole has taken on the task of teaching Bible studies and counseling people who are seeking help in the area of alien abduction, or as we know it to be, paranormal harassment. Because of what they have been through, some of these victims also suffer from stress disorders and/or psychiatric conditions. I have always been concerned that a newborn Christian, less than four years in the faith at the time would thrust herself into such things when normally believers spend the first five or more years in classes as students, not teachers. This does not fit the scriptural model of being in discipleship under an elder until the elder felt that the student was qualified to become a teacher or counselor. There is a natural progression to the ways of our faith that were not being followed in the case of Nicole and her supposed ministry.

And He spoke a parable to them: “Can the blind lead the blind? Will they not both fall into the ditch? A disciple is not above his teacher, but everyone who is perfectly trained will be like his teacher. Luke 6:39-40

My brethren, let not many of you become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment. For we all stumble in many things. If anyone does not stumble in word, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle the whole body. James 3:1-2

You see, even Yeshua said that a person has to be a disciple and have a teacher, and once he or she is trained to be like their teacher then they can be a teacher. Nicole has never sat as a disciple. This, along with her seemingly spiteful demeanor, greatly concerned a few of us, and was addressed but our concerns went unheeded by Nicole and those who support her. Too, scripture is quite clear that teachers are held to a higher standard like we saw in James. Yes we do all err, but we who err and are able to accept correction, repent and recant are a model to every student. A person who researches so that they can teach, yet will not yield to being told that their doctrine might be wrong is in a very dangerous place both for themselves and those that they are teaching.

So after years of abuse from Nicole and her minions I was very surprised to get the following letter in my e-mail. This mail was sent out, not only to me, but to several other researchers. The letter comprised a shallow apology for her behavior, blaming her actions on a condition known as Asperger’s Syndrome. I will first post her letter, here in this document, then I will post the signs of Asperger’s Syndrome and then I will express my concerns as to why Nicole has no business teaching or counseling anyone about anything, and how anyone who desires to learn sound doctrine and/or get sound counseling should in no way seek her out for these things.

Here is her letter to me and others:


I wanted to tell you all I just found out I have Asperger’s Syndrome, or high functioning autism, after seeing a licensed psychologist about some issues I was having. And so, I want to apologize to anyone who I have confused to think I once had “mild” MPD, myself being confused for several years now, having attempted to diagnose myself, and then believing my own misdiagnosis, repeating this self-delusion to others at times. And I thought I’d include in this mailing some who may have picked this misconception up from other past mass emails (mine or others). I have always tried to state to people that this “mild” case was just a self-diagnosis, not from a doctor, lacking in certain aspects. But I came to believe it myself for a while there, and that surely has confused some people. I am sorry. While this is a private note, I did a public article which explains this confusion:

Coming Out About Asperger’s, and Making a Public Apology

It is a great blessing to me to find out I have Asperger’s. But hard, to come to realize my behavior at times has been misunderstood, and not knowing I had this, I have been wrong about some things. I have not realized some things I’ve done were unusual, not knowing I had this, thinking I was normal. People who write about me, such as Jim, Dave, or Dante could tell you, but also those who have liked me or been friends, have all noted the same unusual behaviors from me – really long emails, long emails with a strong narrow focus on some issue or problem, emotionality, oversharing at times, black and white thinking, probably what has come across as at least insensitivity at times to other people’s feelings or social norms, and a quick tendency to pull out Matt 18 to try to resolve conflicts – that has even resulted in accusations of me ‘bullying’ people. This has all been symptomatic of having Asperger’s and not knowing it, the verbosity, unintentional lack of sensitivity to people’s feelings… and I really feel bad if I have been out of line and hurt anyone’s feelings. Though I think there’s just been alot of misunderstanding of my intent at times.

One thing I’m sure I have done wrong, is I’ve had a longstanding highly literal misunderstanding of Matt 18, which was recently corrected (I did not realize verse 22 parallels verse 15), I have been sincerely confused on that for years, whether with those who dislike me or friends, I have been quick to follow the instructions in Matt 18 thinking God would move to fix problems that way. I did want to say this has not been intentionally harsh on my part, and I am sorry to those I’ve ever started a Matt 18 process with, such as Jim, Dave, Dante, and several others who I would guess would like to remain nameless. I am sorry, I was misreading the passage. In fact this has never been a matter of hate or harshness, I’ve done the same thing with friends, people I love, problematically, which is part of what led into me finding this out. 

I also want to apologize for any seemingly unusual insensitivity or hurting anyone’s feelings. It’s not been intentional, I don’t desire to be unloving with anyone, quite the opposite in fact, I’m big on love, and I do feel bad if I have hurt anyone’s feelings. But I truly don’t see the world the way others do and it apparently leads to misunderstanding of my intent at times – that’s a main diagnostic criteria right there. God knows if/where I or others have been out of line, but I’m sorry if I have been, and have confused or hurt anyone – if nothing else I think there has been misunderstanding between me and others over this.  

So, this is not an admission I’ve been wrong about everything I’ve ever said or done, or my doctrinal views – but I did want to offer some apologies, and an apologetic explanation for some things I now realize have at least contributed into various conflicts or misunderstandings over the past 5 years, with various people, that I wanted you all to know about. I’m already working on this with the Lord, hoping to become better adjusted, and it’s already been a huge relief. Thank you to everyone and anyone whose prayed for me over the past few years, I really do appreciate it. 

God Bless,


Some of you might find fault in that I published what Nicole called a private letter. I feel that it is necessary to publish her letter because it shows without a doubt that in her own words that her judgments have been clouded and that her actions have been inappropriate. She states that this condition causes a person to not be able to think correctly and even made mention that for a while she thought that perhaps she had Multiple Personality Disorder. By her own admission she has shown that she is the polar opposite of the kind of personality that is loving and caring enough to counsel with wisdom and empathy and by her own admission she has made it quite clear that she cannot discern issues with a clear and impartial mind; hardly the sort of person that should teach or counsel. Now I will post my reply to her. It is only fair that you see how I answered her:


Thank you for writing. I hope and pray that things go well for you. Please forgive me for what I’m about to say, but after being your whipping post ever since we met it is hard to determine whether this is for real or if this is just another attempt to lull me into a sense of security, only to have you pounce and attack again. I truly do hope that you have sought out help and that you are getting it, and if true, then Hallel Yahweh.

I still am a bit skeptical Nicole because your letter seems to go well to explain (perhaps) why you do what you do, but it seems sort of hollow and not really an apology at all, but a way to get out of the mistakes you have made. The last paragraph cinched it for me in that you create a caveat for your actions and refuse to recant some of your actions which when directed in my direction and in the direction of Jim have always been focused on doctrine and how you feel that our doctrine is heresy, maligned with the Word of God and/or just plain stupid. Do you see Nicole, your doctrine has been the cause for contention; not that any of us has attacked you at first, but that you attacked first and then became incensed when called out on the carpet to question your doctrine. You say that you’re sorry, but you still have your article about Jim being a heretic on the internet? How sorry are you? Not very sorry as far as I can see.

The thing now Nicole is that you’ve admitted that you have a psychiatric condition you are not, nor have you been a good candidate for counseling people, nor should you have ever been teaching people anything. By the admission of your letter, you cannot think clearly nor process things clearly and that makes you a danger where the teaching and counseling of others is concerned. Everything you’ve done has been out of emotion and if you’re honest, you’ll admit that research, whether Biblical or scientific cannot be clearly conducted through emotion. If you are serious and honest about this whole Asperger’s aspect of your life and character then you need to immediately get out of ministry. How long? Well perhaps forever or for a long time, perhaps years. I’ve read up on this condition and there is no cure except for the touch of Yahweh’s hand. You need to cease everything in ministry, to do otherwise you present a danger to others. You need to see if your doctrine is based on the truth or on what your condition caused you to proclaim. You should pull down everything from the internet until you can determine, and other non-biased people can determine whether your doctrine is scripturally sound and Biblically based.

If you do these things then I will lean toward the notion that you are perhaps serious and that the condition you described is for real. If not, I will just deduce that the letter that you sent to me, and to others is just another conniving attempt to get yourself out of hot water and justify your actions and/or to further your delusions. Also, it would be more correct if you were to write to every person that you have wronged and, in detail mention where you were wrong, say you are sorry and then ask for forgiveness. A blanket letter filled with vagueness doesn’t seem right and makes it seem like you’re shallow and unrepentant.

Hope it all works out for you.



To some it may appear that my answer to Nicole was harsh and unforgiving, but that is not so. As I mentioned earlier, I’ve received various types of letters from Nicole, some where she seemed repentant but she would always slip into malevolence. As the saying goes, “fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.” So while I hope that things will get better I have many remembrances of bizarre and twisted texts to me where I was dope slapped, so I’m a bit Nicole Shy when it comes to trusting this woman.

What I found interesting about her letter is that although she makes a shallow apology to many of us she refuses to acknowledge that her doctrine could be flawed. What she described as her condition, and from what is written about Asperger’s on some Asperger support sites, they are only able to focus on one thing and one thing only. Trying to focus on multiple things frustrates those with Asperger’s yet a look at Nicole’s studies and her slanders of other researchers shows that she has tried to focus on many things and excel in knowledge of those many things; something that autistic people just cannot do effectively. So to say that she will not even budge on her doctrines and beliefs doesn’t sound repentant to me, but the opposite, obstinate, prideful and unbending. If you followed the link that she provided in her letter it is basically a mirror of her letter to me and the others. In that letter however, she mentions that she is not going to change her doctrine. She announces that she has been rated as a “genius” and suggests that her intelligence qualifies her to continue to research and teach. Unfortunate for her, and others who might sit under her tutorage the understanding of scripture, its implementation and its teachings are all multifaceted in nature, like a multilayered truth and as you will see from the description of those with Asperger’s Syndrome, the truths cannot be understood by someone suffering from this condition; nor do they have the capability to show empathy which is a must when teaching, counseling and even researching the Holy Writ.

 Be diligent to present yourself approved to God, a worker who does not need to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. 2 Timothy 2:15

I advised Nicole in my letter to her that she should get out of ministry, specifically counseling and teaching, perhaps forever. I also told her that a sign that she could be conciliatory toward those that she hurt would be to take down the malicious lies that she has posted about Jim Wilhelmsen. A search of her website shows that she has not heeded my advice nor my challenge to prove herself as being genuinely sorry and apologetic. (see symptom 7)

I did a bit of research on Asperger’s Syndrome and found that most of those with her condition exhibit the following symptoms:

Asperger syndrome in adults has some common characteristics such as: 

  1. Lack of managing appropriate social conduct
  2. High intelligence
  3. Anger management problems
  4. Controlling feelings such as depression, fear or anxiety
  5. Lack of empathy
  6. Inability to listen to others
  7. Inflexible thinking
  8. Repetitive routines provides feelings of security
  9. Stress when their routine suddenly changes
  10. Inability to think in abstract ways
  11. Specialised fields of interest
  12. Visual thinking


You see dear brothers and sisters, almost all of the symptoms listed above are detrimental to those who wish to minister to others, teach others and counsel others. Nicole has demonstrated to many of us through her behavior that she is a brilliant person, probably a genius, which she proudly proclaims in her public apology, but if she is unable to be corrected for flawed doctrinal views and takes the “it’s my way or the highway” attitude then she is primed to be the sort of person who will create her own doctrine and rebuff any attempts to show her where she’s wrong. I’ve seen that many times.

Likewise, exhort the young men to be sober-minded, in all things showing yourself to be a pattern of good works; in doctrine showing integrity, reverence, incorruptibility, sound speech that cannot be condemned, that one who is an opponent may be ashamed, having nothing evil to say of you. Titus 2:6-8

In the Greek, to be sound minded means to be in one’s right mind, to exercise self control, to put a moderate estimate upon one’s self, to think of one’s self soberly and to curb one’s passions. Again, these are things that Asperger’s Syndrome affected people have a hard time doing.

She is not the sort of person that should research Biblical data because biblical data isn’t always black and white. We all know that scripture is used by the Holy Spirit and He tailors it to meet different situational motifs and that goes against what the Asperger’s patient can accept. You cannot counsel if you lack empathy (compassion) and you have an inability to listen to others, nor can you teach if Asperger’s traits are present.

Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:1 Peter 3:8

For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. Hebrews 4:12

Yahweh tells us that His Word is quite complex, very deep and intricate and He’s said in other places of scripture that He could not be fully known. For Nicole to say that she can know the things of Yahweh because she has a “genius” intelligence quotient is quite a bold statement and would seem to discount her need for the Holy Spirit, without whom the rest of us can barely scratch the surface of knowing Yahweh, although He teaches us constantly how to know Him through His Spirit’s revelation of His Word.

I want to make it so very clear that I do not have it out for Nicole Malone. I am not saying that she is not a believer in Yeshua and I am not saying that she is not saved by the Blood of our Yahweh Yeshua. While I dislike very much the things that she has done to me and the things that she has said to me I do forgive her. I bless her life and pray that she gets things worked out with Yahweh’s help and touch. Should she someday decide to get into some method of works to further the Kingdom of Yahweh, and it is a work that her Asperger’s Syndrome would not impede her in then I will gladly bless that work. However, I will again categorically state that research, teaching and counseling is not on the list of valid works for Nicole.

It is my hope and prayer that someday Nicole will realize that what I’ve said is true, but she would have to be a flexible thinker with the ability to listen to what I have told her, both skills that she admits that she cannot utilize because she does not possess them. A few years ago, when Nicole had proclaimed a short term cease fire I tried to minister to her. Yahweh told me to tell her to sit at His feet, just like the account in Scripture where Mary sat at Yeshua’s feet, loved Him and learned from Him. This would have done her wonders and although she agreed to do what was suggested it did not last and she slid back into open warfare against me. I don’t see her as being teachable or willing to received what Yahweh thinks is best for her. I’ve prayed long and hard about all of this, and saw her letter as encouraging, until I read the last paragraph and saw that she wasn’t bearing any fruit of repentance or restoration with those whom she has hurt.

Therefore, it is my duty to warn people by saying that if Nicole Malone offers to teach you anything or if she offers to counsel you about anything that it is probably a good idea that you seek another person, and a person that is not under her influence either. If you read her doctrine then please take what she says with a grain of salt or better yet, seek out others for correct doctrine. She knows what the problem is, and what she needs to do to correct the damage that she has done, yet seems unwilling and even adamant that she will not try to fix the damage that she has done. By her own admission she is a very intelligent person with a syndrome that makes her lack empathy, not listen to others, with anger management problems and lacks appropriate social skills; plus, she has never sat as a disciple to learn from an elder about the faith that she tutors others on.

If you fault me for writing this warning then let me remind you that there are people like myself that are commissioned to be watchmen on the wall; people who, when they observe danger coming, are required by their calling to warn those within the wall of that clear and present danger. While I do not say that Nicole Malone is dangerous in a physical sense, I do know without one shred of doubt that there is danger in false teaching and false doctrine. If I warned you that someone was about to harm you physically you would probably be thankful. If I told you that the stock options that you had were going to crash and I saved your nest egg you would be happy. Now I warn you that you could receive false doctrine and/or teaching that could put you in spiritual peril and lead you to an unfruitful life; I hope that you would be happy about this warning too. I do know that I have personally experienced the volleys of her arrows and I know what she is capable of when she has her mind set on destroying a person. Experience is a great teacher. Having learned from experience and now having written confirmation that there is a problem that causes Nicole to be all of the things listed in the list above, that when I cry danger from the city wall there is a clear and present danger. I know that it is my responsibility and that of others with the same calling to do what we feel Yahweh is calling us to do and to warn others of that danger.  If I am wrong then Yahweh will judge me, but after much prayer and much circumspect thought I feel comfortable posting this warning and I feel that I have accomplished what Yahweh set me out to do.


By David Ben Ya’akov AKA David Ruffino

 I’m writing this article to dispel some myths that are being perpetuated against myself, the PAAPSI Ministry that I co-administer and I want to fully dilute a cauldron of poisonous brew that has been stewing for too long a time. You can ask anyone who knows me well and they will tell you that I’m really not a confrontational person but when I get put against a wall I’ll cry out to Yeshua for help and sometimes that help comes in the form of boldness to address those who have backed me up against the wall. The David Ruffino that lives today, and has been born again in Yeshua since 1979 is vastly different from the David Ruffino that existed before my conversion. I grew up in Bergen County, New Jersey, about fifteen minutes from Manhattan, New York and our neighborhood was pretty bad. We were the “other side of the tracks” and we fought to survive. You had to be tough or you would not survive and you had to get rid of problems quickly or they would always get worse. My dad was a short Italian guy with an attitude and he grew up to believe that violence always solved any problem and I’ve heard many stories where he hurt people, stuck knives at the base of people’s necks and threatened them. If he did anything worse I really don’t want to know; that is all in the past. This however gives you an idea of what the old David Ruffino was like. I never liked the violence, but knew that it was necessary to survive, so I acquiesced.

My dad and I moved to California when I was fifteen years old and I still had my self protection mode upon me, but people were different. They were all in a drug induced haze and they were for the most part peaceful. I fell into their lot and because of that I didn’t do well in High School, got into Darwinism and denied any sort of religious training that I might have received before, both Jewish and Christian. Most didn’t know that I studied Judaism, not even my family, but I spent a lot of time over at my friend Howard’s house and was schooled in that religion. Later I would find out that my roots were Jewish anyway so I was just fulfilling what I was to begin with. During my time in California I began to calm down and accept the hippie way of peace and getting high to attain it. I began to become more like my mother how had always been quite passive and loving and who loved Yeshua, but didn’t quite have a relationship with Him yet.

So, I got saved in 1979 at the age of twenty and began to realize what a schmuck I had been all of my life. I was a real mess, really I was. I started to become a disciple through a good friend and brother named Ed Farmer to whom I’ll always be indebted. Ed taught me about the real Yeshua, His love, his tolerance and how we were to love our fellow man no matter what they did. He taught me to love the sinner but hate the sin. Ed did however teach me that there were just some people who would not receive the message, and there would be others who would feign to receive it just to get what they could out of the faith and it’s followers. But as the years of discipleship went along I learned to be Christlike, to sit at Yeshua’s feet and learn and I learned that this was not just a one semester course, but that we need to do that through our whole walk with Yeshua until he calls us to be with Him.

For the first five years of my walk with Yeshua I was discipled heavily by Ed and others. I often wondered what my ministry would be; would I be a pastor, or an evangelist or would I just be a layworker in the church? I think that everyone wonders what their calling truly is. Things often went through my mind, like am I one of the 144,000 Israelites spoken of in Revelation? Am I one of the two witnesses? Will I do something so profound that nobody will wonder that I have fidelity in my walk with my Master? During my early years I was humbled, brought low and caused to realize that Yeshua is the master and I’m just a vessel that provides itself for His use when and where He would need to use me. This humbling process was aimed at my pride for the most part because that is the root cause of sinful behavior. I had to sit under pastors who should not have been pastors yet Yahweh would make me sit and watch all of their mistakes so that I would not make those mistakes. He has caused me to sit in churches that I didn’t want to be in just so that I would learn to have patience and pray for those churches. Almost all of my Christian walk I’ve been placed in locations and/or circumstances where I have felt uncomfortable, I have not wanted to be and places where I wanted to act like Yonah and run from the things that Yahweh was asking me to do.

Back in the late 1980’s I began to have dreams, visions and receive words from Yahweh to tell people. I remember thinking, “oh great, of all the offices that I would like to have, you are giving me the one that is going to cause to become confrontational and cause commotion. Please, anything but that.” Yahweh informed me that he had given me the Mantle of the Prophet Jeremiah (Yirmayahu in Hebrew).  After this I studied Jeremiah and found out that he was called The Weeping Prophet. Great, not only would I have to talk to people, but I would have to have compassion over them too; for their condition and for their destination if they didn’t come back to Yahweh. I had been quite humbled over the years and now I guess Yahweh was going to working through me. He gave me words for leaders in the Soviet Union back in the early 80’s and those words were coming into fruition in the late 80’s. He had me send words of encouragement and correct to the leaders of Israel which were almost always received. Without going into too much detail, real neat things were happening and when looking back at how Yahweh took someone who didn’t like confrontation (since my conversion anyway) and could humble him enough to use me to be confrontational in love I began to see how much Yahweh had changed me by His Blood, His Love and His Holy Spirit. The David Ruffino that lived before 1979 was in effect dead; he had been transformed into a New Creature.

Through the years in my current office for Yahweh my life has not been easy. I would say that for every word that He has given to me for others, probably twenty percent of them have been accepted and led to repentance and renewal of the person whom the word was for. The other eighty percent have always caused heartache. We live in a day and age where people think that grace covers everything, so they will many times go out of their way to sin and then count on the grace of Yahweh through Yeshua. They fail to recognize that grace is fulfilled through repentance, and renewal and restoration and that even though a sin is forgiven, there could be natural and/or supernatural consequences. For instance, if you abuse alcohol you might be forgiven, but you also might die of cirrhosis of the liver. If you smoke you could die from lung or throat cancer. If you have a bad temper and you challenge a biker club to a fight you might be forgiven for starting a brawl, but there’s a good chance that you’ll be with Yeshua by the time that they’re done working you over. See how it works?

Another thing that goes along with “grace” and forgiveness under the Blood of Yeshua is that we seek out the people we have offended (yes, each one personally) and we genuinely make amends. It isn’t a carpet apology, or a “sorry if I offended you,” or “I think I might have sinned.” No, if the Holy Spirit is convicting one of His Children there are no if’s and’s or but’s about it. You make it right. To bring the matter to Yahweh and ask forgiveness is one thing, and a correct thing, but one of the main focus’ of Yeshua coming was to teach us how to act responsibly toward each other. The Epistles in the New Covenant are full of instruction on correct interpersonal activity and correct judgment.

So why have I said all that I have said. Well, let me ask you a question. Have you ever had an annoying fly in your room? Flies will usually bother you for a little while and then they seem to disappear. They’ll always come back later to remind you that they are still there and repeat the process until you swat them. People can be like flies sometimes in that regard, however we can’t go around swatting them because that is morally and ethically wrong. The good thing about flies is that even if you don’t get them, after a day or two they will usually die and they’re no longer a  problem. The problem with with fly-people is that they usually won’t stop until Yahweh brings them to correction. I learned a long time ago that arguing with a fool does nothing but create one extra fool and trying to correct people who are not able to be corrected because they are stubborn or worse, reprobate is literally impossible.

Let me tell you a story. Years ago Yahweh placed me in a Church that had an awful pastor. To the undiscerning eye he was the dream pastor; the man that every mother wanted her daughter to marry and every man wanted to be. However, there was a  problem. This man was stealing from the church, he was sleeping with women other than his wife and he was secretly doing everything that you wouldn’t want your pastor to do. Some of us spoke out and were excommunicated from the Assemblies of God because we asked questions. He was getting away with everything and nobody was seeing it and if you told someone about it they would label you as insubordinate and a bad believer because you were attacking an anointed man of God. Many of us became bitter and we would join together literally to mock this man when all the time we should have been praying for him. Personally, I didn’t feel that he deserved the prayers, and that as not a good thing for sure. One day, we were having one of our mock-fests and one of the sisters, who had lupus grabbed her chest like she was having a heart attack. Right then Yahweh spoke to me and told me that the feeling that this sister was having was exactly what He was feeling in His heart over what we were doing. From that day on we resolved ourselves to pray for this pastor. Soon he was shamed and had to leave Northern California, but he continued to minister down in San Diego. He bankrupted a church down there and then moved to the East Bay of the San Francisco Area. I had prayed for this man for years, for him to repent and to leave ministry, yet he never repented or recanted and his pride consumed him. A couple of years ago I started to receive letters from members of his church in Antioch. These letters spoke of this man and his sins. They had read words that I had been given for him many years prior and deduced that this was the same man. They asked me what to do. I told them not to have vengeance, but to pray for Yahweh to take care of the problem. I kept in touch with this group and always told them to put things in Yahweh’s hands. At the end of May of 2011 I heard again from a woman in this group and the header on the email was “Pastor Commits Suicide.” The article went on to explain how a note had been found with Pastor Hanoum and how guilt and remorse had overtaken him and how he just could not live with it anymore. It is a sad story, but one that shows that Sins will always catch up with people and Yahweh will always have the final say. Did Yahweh cause Jerry Hanoum to commit suicide; NO! But unrepentant sin consumed him until he felt that there was no way out. For most of his life he thought that everyone else was the problem and that he was right, until the authorities were closing in on him and he realized that he could no longer wear the facade that he had worn for decades.

Okay. since the late 1980’s it has ALWAYS been my practice to turn reprobate people over to Yahweh and let Him deal with them. In the early 2000’s I became loosely familiar with one Guy Malone. We had similar ministries and I though it be good that perhaps we could work together. We never quite clicked back then. In 2005 I had the opportunity to travel to Roswell, New Mexico to attend of Mr. Malone’s “Ancient of Days” conferences. It was cool that Christians were making a splash in that Alien Abduction pond and I wanted to listen to what they had to say. Right from the start I knew that Mr. Malone and I would never work together. It was just one of those things that Yahweh gave me, it is called discernment. I liked what he was doing, bringing a Christian presence to Roswell, but I just could not be part of it. I did meet Jim Wilhelmsen back then and we became ministry partners and very good friends and of course, brother in Yeshua. A week after I arrived home I got a phone call from Mr. Malone who informed me that Mr. Wilhelmsen was a thief, a liar and would try to steal my ministry away from me. He also mentioned to me that he was not happy that I had decided to call my ministry “Delusion Resistance,” claiming that he had thought about using it and that since he thought of it some years back it somehow belonged to him. I told him that there was no going back and I was going to keep the name that I had picked. Immediately I felt that the aggressor was the guilty party and realized that the discernment that Yahweh had given me in Roswell was a warning too.

Over the years I would visit Roswell and of course I would run into Mr. Malone and for the most part we just ignored each other. We’d exchange pleasantries, but that is as far as it went. From time to time I would receive letters from people who knew that Mr. Malone and I had mutual acquaintances and for some reason they thought that Guy and I were affiliated. They would tell me that they had noticed that Mr. Malone was getting into worldly things and that they had approached him by ones and two’s and had questioned him about his activities and he basically told them, as one lady put it, to just piss off. I decided to investigate their claims to see if this was just a group of disgruntled people or if there was substance to their claims. During that time I found actual documentation that Mr. Malone was involving himself in promoting nude photography, Christian bartending and that he was forming his own clandestine Church titled “The Anti-Church,” which he later changed to “The Mystery Fellowship.” I did revelatory research on these matters and published articles on how these beliefs and the teaching thereof were dangerous to young believers and believers at large. This was met with great resistance from Mr. Malone and Lady Malone who branded me as an upstart and a troublemaker and who tried to initiate a Matthew 18 process against me. At one point, Ms. Malone covertly joined my ministry membership and after attaining the email’s of all of the members wrote a very defamatory letter about me filled with untruths that unfortunately three members believed and left my ministry. Her Matthew 18 process was seen for the folly that it was and not one person whom they tried to recruit against me agreed to proceed with their action and finally it was dropped.

Okay, let’s get down to brass tacks. In 2006 or 2007 Yahweh gave me a word for Mr. Malone which I was obliged to deliver to him that particular year down in Roswell. I actually argued with Yahweh, who wanted me to deliver it immediately after He presented it for me to inscribe. I knew that Mr. Malone was powerful in the Christian UFO Research realm and that if he wanted to, and as was evidenced by the way that he blackballed Jim Wilhelmsen in Roswell and tried to ruin his ministry, that Mr. Malone would go through great strides to ruin anyone who he felt would come against him. I’m ashamed to admit that I didn’t trust Yahweh enough to deliver the message two months before I did. Because of my expose’ of Mr. Malone’s antics and the word that I delivered to him from Yahweh (which he denied was for him) I have been on the Malone’s radar consistently. But, as I have learned from experience, I just give it to Yahweh, pray and wait for Him to bring the correction in His timing.

It is no doubt that Mr. Malone and his wife Nicole will say that we have written back and forth from time to time, and that is true. The letters that were sent to me were for the most part answered the best that I could given the circumstances. Both of their mailings are always accusatory and most of the time they come without warning. Some have come with the threats of having my website removed due to copyright infringement by using his material, even though US Code allows me to use it in an editorial fashion. Other threats have been to show all who could be reached that I was not a loving believer in Yeshua but a judgmental false prophet. He has taken my words and letters out of context, leaving out certain words and phrases that show my intent as being proper and contorting the original meaning of my words to him and his wife. At one point, after receiving one of his threatening letters I decided to challenge Mr. Malone, telling him that if he wanted a war I would gladly war with him and stating metaphorically that if we were in a boxing ring I would stay in my corner unless he were to approach me whereupon I would lay him out on the mat. He has recently taken that out of context and stated that I have threatened his physical health through violence. This is the sort of thing that I’ve dealt with for several years now; my words of protest twisted and contorted in an effort to make me look bad.

In essence, I haven’t had any beef with Guy Malone the person, but I have had a lot of problem with Guy Malone the doctrine. All I have ever done in regard to Guy Malone and Nicole Malone is to address false doctrine; doctrine that could do nothing but harm young believers in Yeshua and cause a stumbling of weak and recovering believers. I have done nothing on my own, but have only acted at the prompting of the Holy Spirit and Yeshua’s concern for His Flock. If this is a crime, then I stand before you guilty. If however, being a faithful watchman for the Christian community is allowable, which scripture certifies to be true, then I have done my duty faithfully.

Today I received from a few friends who shall remain anonymous, a newsletter or document that Mr. Malone has sent out to his faithful followers. In the letter, provided below for your review, Mr. Malone again rants and raves, claiming that Jim Wilhelmsen and myself are out to get him through some “conspiracy” that Malone alleges is abrew. Over a month ago Jim and myself disbanded from ministry with each other because of personal reasons. We DID NOT dissolve our friendship or love for each other in Yeshua. Simply put, Jim’s ministry focus has shifted at the behest of Yahweh and mine has too. We still work together in the PAAPSI Ministry however, ministering to those harassed by the paranormal and alien abduction. To say that we are acting in a conspiratorial aspect toward the Malone’s now or have in the past is sheer nonsense. We will cover each other when attacked by Malone and his cronies, but our determinations have always been of a defensive manner and never offensive. We’ve been in that defensive mode since 2005. Actually, he is quite pompous to think that he is important enough for us to conspire against. In a sea of evil intent he is just one drop of water, or a big fish in a very little pond if that analogy works better for you.

As to the accusation that I have been warning Malone and his wife that something was coming down the pike, that is true in a sense. I have been warning them that there will come a day when things said in secret will be shouted from the housetops and things done in secret will be revealed. This is scripture and is true in the lives of everyone, even the Malone’s. My warning was just that someday everything will be brought to light for all to see. I did at one point, two or three years back mention to Mr. Malone that I did save all of his “heresies” and that perhaps someday Yahweh would have me reveal these things. My intent in doing that was to have him realize that people record everything that we do, not just me, and that anyone, anywhere could use the things that we do and say to discredit us, and that if I had things stored then others did too. Also, I wanted him to know that I was getting tired of his hijinx and that his threats and evil deeds toward me could come back to bite him. What he failed to mention is that I have posted on my website, and have for years, three of his heretical documents with Biblical explanations and reproofs of why his teachings were wrong. It is the duty of a watchman to expose false doctrine, especially when the author of those doctrines has ridiculed, belittled and shrugged off those who have tried to bring the author to correction, which was the case with all of the doctrines that I have editorialized. Mr. Malone claims that he offered a public apology for his misdeeds and wrongful teachings, but I have never received anything of the sort. I did receive one letter stating that one or two of  his false teachings “might have been wrong,” but I could attest that my recollection of receiving that letter “might have been wrong,” too. Only Yahweh (and Mr. Malone of course) know if he truly repented so I won’t speculate on whether he did so in his heart. True repentance is a process as illustrated thusly:

The Process of Repentance: Turning in a new direction

True repentance is a gift from God (2 Timothy 2:25). It cannot occur without a true revelation of my sin. This revelation leads to a godly sorrow, which leads to true repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10). False repentance is rooted in self — shame because of what I have done, or what has happened to me. The Greek word, metamellomai, means regret or sorrow, it is a dread of the consequences, a fear of getting caught. This false repentance just leads to death (2 Corinthians 7:10). True repentance involves a sorrow for what my sin has done to a holy God and my relationship with Him, with the focus on God rather than me.

The repentance process begins with God. He grants a revelation (apokalupsis = revealing the hidden -> lifting the veil of my mind) of my position, which leads to a new understanding (metanoia = after knowledge), or change of thinking. Finally, this new way of thinking leads to a change in direction, or turning about (epistepho).

Judas is an example of one who followed the path of metamellomai. He had true sorrow and regret for what he had done (Matthew 27:3), but it was self-focused — he regretted that his plans had not come to fruition. In his case, this sorrow quite literally led to his death, and he hanged himself (Matthew 27:5).

In contrast, the penitent thief followed the path of metanoia. He realized his sin, and accepted the consequences as just, recognized Christ’s sinlessness and in a marvelous expression of faith (as one man on a cross to another also on a cross!) asked Jesus to remember him in His kingdom (Luke 23:40-42). Similarly, those to whom Peter preached on the day of Pentecost were “pierced to the heart” (Acts 2:37) with the revelation of their sin and need for Christ. Many responded that day, receiving his word and being baptized (Acts 2:41). Acts 2:42-47 speaks of the change of lifestyle for these committed disciples. []

If I have ever judged Guy or Nicole, it has been to judge fruit which we are clearly exhorted by scripture to do. As believers, exhorted to love one another we are commanded to protect each other. If someone is producing bad fruit it is my duty to point out the bad fruit and to warn a brother or sister. To not warn them and have them lose their lives due to eating bad fruit is unconscionable and selfish. Some might choose to presume that their judging of bad fruit is really condemnation (which we are forbidden to do) but the two are separated by an immeasurable gulf. If anyone does consider judging fruit wrong, then I would rather err on the side of righteousness and be labeled as in error than to watch people eat bad fruit and become sickened by it and live with the guilt of knowing that I didn’t do all that I could do to protect them from the danger. I answer to a infinitely higher authority.

Mr. Malone states that Mr. Wilhelmsen has written to him and told him that he needs to remove the WARN website which I have read and can attest hosts untruths about Mr. Wilhelmsen. Malone also states that supposedly in Wilhelmsen’s letter “they” (I presume I am the other part of they) will release all sorts of information about Mr. Malone. To the best of my recollection, Malone’s complaint letter is the first time that I’ve heard about this. It is a lie that I am working in concert with Mr. Wilhelmsen about any such thing. To think that Jim and I are working in concert to bring down Malone or his ministry is sheer stupidity and exhibits a paranoia manifest in Malone and who knows what is bringing that about. Perhaps it is a reaction to unrepentant sin or maybe it is a reaction brought about by someone who has a form of godliness but denies the power thereof. Only Yahweh know the true answer.

If Mr. Malone is afraid of anyone revealing his secrets he should worry about himself. The letter that he sent out to others is quite revelatory and if anyone has sabotaged him, it is Mr. Malone himself. The letter that he presented is full of venomous allegations, non-truths toward Wilhelmsen and myself and has all of the earmarks of a wounded animal that will lash out at anyone but the true inflictor of his wounds, namely himself. I have been praying, just like I did about that pastor all of those years ago; praying that Yahweh will show Mr. and Mrs. Malone for the people that they are. Now I get to see my prayers answered more than I could have ever hoped for or expected. What is sad is that in his rant, Malone suggests that the things that Jim and I supposedly know about him, but that he revealed in his own letter seem to be only the tip of the iceberg where misconduct is concerned. Frankly Guy, I don’t want to know. I cannot nor will I ever speak for Jim Wilhelmsen, but as for me, I have NO intention of releasing any information about Guy or Nicole than what I have posted on the internet already and those were revelatory expose’s of their heresies. To do so would be to lower myself to their level, to be spiteful and hateful and would look like an attempt to ruin them. As I said just above, they do a fine job of ruining themselves and I could never better Guy and Nicole in that regard. I’m done with the immaturity of these two and will not bow down to their level. I have a responsibility as a minister of the Gospel of Yeshua Ha Mashiach to be of a sober mind and upright spirit and playing their childish playground games would diminish my testimony and the seriousness of the office that I have been commissioned with.

My faithful readers, I want you to be assured that I’m not a part of this juvenile game and that I’ve never attacked Malone outright. I’ve only defended myself when need be and exposed some heresies to protect the sheep. I’ve prayed for the Malone’s maybe more than they deserve considering their hatred and mistreatment of me and of Jim Wilhelmsen but as of tonight that prayer ceases. My only prayer, that Yahweh’s will be done in their lives. No longer do I cast my pearls before swine and no longer do I offer what is holy to dogs. If I never heard from or about either of them again my life will be more enriched but regardless to if that ever happens, I can now proceed again with getting people saved and working with the wounded and not have to have the distractions and stumbling blocks that are Guy and Nicole Malone. This is not callousness; this is giving them over to who they are, and who the really serve. Yahweh’s Law of Reciprocity is knocking on their door and from this day forth they will receive much in excess what they have given out, but it will not be by my hand and not at the hand of Jim Wilhelmsen, but by the hand of El Elyon, who warned quite sternly that He will not be mocked.

Now, I present to you the letter that Guy Malone sent out to his faithful; a letter where he exposes himself and shows just how delusional he really is. Although I will not pray for these two anymore I would exhort all of you who read this letter to pray for them; however Yahweh leads you to pray. And please pray for me and Jim Wilhelmsen, that this folly against us will end very soon and that those who choose to destroy us and make a laughingstock of Yahweh and his Kingdom are put to shame. Thank you and Yahweh bless you richly!


From: Alien Resistance HQ
Date: Sunday, August 12, 2012 1:22 AM
To: <undisclosed-recipients:;>
Subject: {Alien Resistance} COMING SOON from Jim & Dave Ridiculuctions!





Breaking News!


We just received word from Jim Wilhelmsen that he is going to make good on David Ruffino’s vow to destroy my ministry! (A vow which you didn’t know about, because I didn’t publish it.)

I’ve never vowed to destroy you. I know that you will destroy yourself. You’ve been on self-destruct mode for a few years now. I have vowed to reveal your deeds of darkness when you perform them and have done that in articles on my website.

In fact, they’re working together – even as I type this – to publish every piece of dirt and negative crap they’ve gathered in 10 WHOLE YEARS about yours truly, Guy and Nicole Malone.

 I’ve only know you since 2005 Guy. Do the math, it is only 7 years. I haven’t worked directly with Jim for over a month now and don’t have any knowledge of what you are talking about.

The “Ultimatum” was sent to Nicole – either REMOVE ALL OF HER WEBSITES, VIDEOS and BOOKS from the internet, or they go public in less than 30 hours with EVERYTHING they’ve got on us – presumably to make sure you have as negative an opinion, and hate us, as much as they do!

If Jim did suggest that Nicole remove all of her material from the internet that it is probably a good idea because her mental disability doesn’t allow her to think clearly or discern right from wrong. As mentioned earlier, you do a good enough job of bringing negative opinions on yourself and you don’t need my help, the help of Jim or anyone else. You are our own worse enemy and your paranoia blinds you from seeing it.

MAYBE even MORE!!!!!!!!

The equation 0 x 0 has always equaled 0 and that applies here too. 

WHAT SHOCKING REVELATIONS can you expect to learn about as Jim & Dave FINALLY SPILL EVERYTHING they know about us?

 That is a figment of your imagination. Your secret sins are just that, secret and are between you and Yahweh to work out.

– That Nicole and I lived together a short while before we were legally married

 This is old news that you revealed when you tried to justify your “Adam and Eve” type of wedding via one of your newsletters.

– That I had a period around 2005 when I was out of church, and had a hobby of posting sexy photos of women in Halloween Costumes (Oh yeh, you already knew that, because I confessed it to this  list already and repented of it publicly.) But in case you didn’t know Jim and Dave are going to make SURE you do, by posting them!

This is already posted on the internet in my expose of your heresies at and has been for years. Oh, and I never posted nor will I ever post the pictures that you posted. My step-daughters and grandkids read my website and I would never be as brazen as you were to subject the general public so such garbage. And let’s be fully honest shall we guy, the pictures in question were not women in costume, but in body paintings.

– That Nicole and I smoke cigarettes

Now why would I do that Guy. If you want lung cancer that is your choice. Besides, I puff on a cigar two or three times a year during special occasions.

– That back at Alien Resistance HQ (when I lived there, and it was literally my home) that I invited both Christian and -GASP!- non-Christian friends and co-workers who had nowhere to go on Thanksgiving to come to a party at my place – WITH TURKEY and EVERYTHING. I even allowed then to bring beer and wine if they chose. Oh the tragedy!!

Well, never having been there I can’t comment much about this Thanksgiving event. I will comment and say that there is another side to this story in that it was Jim’s idea to have the dinner and that you turned it into a booze fest and there are others beside Jim that still will attest that they received the BYOB (Bring your own beer) letter to them stating that you were having a party. Frankly, I think that it was selfish of you to ask for people to bring their own booze seeing that you touted yourself as being a Christian Bartender and probably should have had an open bar for people really get liquored up.

What blasphemies have we committed that could be EVEN WORSE than this for you to find out about?

– That Nicole writes really, really, really, really long e-mails  sometimes! And frankly SO DO I! In fact, SOON AND VERY SOON you’re going to get your chance to read them all! EVERY* E-MAIL we have ever sent to Jim and Dave  – even those assumed  or agreed to be private and personal – will reportedly be online for  you to judge us by!   * Note: Some e-mails that may make us look good or them look bad may not be included.)

 Yes, Nicole does write very long emails, that we agree on.

– Nicole makes videos too! Once, she sent Dave Ruffino a whopping 3-HOUR VIDEO of her rambling into her webcam, telling Dave how creepy his obsession with me is, and asking him to cut it out!

 Truth be told, the video was 3 hours and 47 minutes long. I won’t watch movies that long, do you think I’m going to watch someone babble on incoherently for that length of time. Also, after I complained to YouTube that the video was abusive you or Nicole made it private so that only people You Wish to see it can see it. Although I had the video link and should have been able to watch it again I was blocked. Does it make sense that she would make a condemnation video of all of my supposed “creepy” ways and then restrict the very person whom the video is addressed to? No, it was made for a smear campaign, clear and simple.

Also with all do respect to the sanctity of marriage, it is not good to say that Nicole was rambling. That denotes that she was speaking redundantly and nonsensibly into the camera. For a husband to refer to his wife as a rambler is disrespectful, unless you believe that she was speaking without any sense into the camera, which is my take on the whole video. Are you agreeing with me on this? If so, then thank you.

DO NOT MISS your chance to watch it too, when Jim and Dave team up in this new explosive power-house expose of how unfit for ministry we are!

Again, Jim and I are not a team; and aside from PAAPSI we do not even co-minister anymore. Your paranoia is becoming excessive and is causing you to make false accusations.

In fact, there’s SO MUCH DIRT they have on us that Jim has now informed us IS GOING ONLINE (if his demands aren’t met) that YOU”LL WISH SUMMER was just beginning!

Speaking for myself; yes I do know of many willful misdeeds you have done. Most of these things I know because people mistakenly think that we are affiliated because we both are researchers. They write to me asking, “what is up with Guy Malone because he’s………..” You fill in the blank. People think that you and I have some sort of tie together and they think that I can talk to you about what you’re doing wrong. If they only knew that you are not capable of self examination perhaps they would not write. Because of their letters I was forced to write a letter of disassociation which is still on my website. In it I explain why I refuse to be associated with you.

You’ll never have time to wade through it all, but thanks to Jim & Dave Ridiculuctions (TM) NOW you’ll FINALLY have your chance to learn more about what’s under the blood of Jesus in our lives THAN YOU EVER DREAMED POSSIBLE!

This is too moronic to even respond to so I won’t waste the time except to say that you should learn what true repentance is all about so that you don’t cheapen the meaning of the Blood of My Lord.


Yes, don’t wait. Proceed with your lives because this is going to be a non-event to the best of my knowledge.

Contact Jim & Dave Ridiculuctions (TM) NOW to find out exactly WHEN and WHERE to tune in to receive your COMPLIMENTARY PASS to their BEST EFFORT EVER to bring us down… down…DOWN to the ground. And if you can’t act now, DON’T WORRY because they are 100% COMMITTED to spending the REST OF THEIR LIVES making sure that we are FOREVER DESTROYED!

Again, a pompous claim to think that you are important enough to try to destroy, even if I was intent on destroying you, which I’m not. The only time I even think of you and your wonderful wife is when I get a letter from you or go onto Facebook and see another one of her rants about how evil I am. You see Guy, I would like to act like you just don’t exist. It is you and your lovely wife who always thrust yourselves upon me again and again. You two are like flies in a room; you come and go as you please causing angst and then you complain when I speak out against what you do. If you’d agree to it, I would agree for both of us to never hear from each other again, but in your pursuit to be annoying and in your attempts to be alpha male and alpha female in our research community you just cannot keep from harassing anyone who will not fall into line with you. So I’m afraid I’m stuck with the flies in the room until Yahweh does something to change you into something other than flies or He puts an end to your nonsense, and insidious behavior.

*** Important DISCLAIMERS ***

This whole letter of yours is a disclaimer of your sanity. 

Jim & Dave Ridiculuctions (TM) does not have ALL the dirt on Guy & Nicole’s lives. They are publishing only what they know about to date. If more dirt on us is required, feel free to ask us.

So Guy, you’re telling us that there is more reprobate behavior that you already haven’t revealed or that Yahweh hasn’t revealed to us. Please, keep that junk to yourselves, okay. What is already known has caused a lifetime of angst in just the 7 short years that I have known you. Knowing anymore about you would be cruel and unusual punishment.

Fact and Fiction historically intertwine in Jim & Dave’s accounts of stories about us, so as to be undiscernable. Half the time it seems that they confuse what they did with what we did. There’s probably not going to be time for us to clear it all up, but again, feel free to ask.

I’ve often found it to be a tool of the enemy to accuse people of what they themselves are doing. Enough said. 

Thanks for your prayers for Guy and Nicole, and Jim and Dave as well, as this blockbuster expose hits the internet. Unless you ask us personally, we probably won’t have much to say about or in response to it though.

I want to thank you Guy and Nicole, because in an effort to ward off some delusional conspiracy attempt against you (which was never conceived nor contrived) you have, in effect revealed your heart to people as well as some of your willful misdeeds. You’ve let your pride consume you and you have manifested that pride by ratting yourself out. I have no doubt that your lust to destroy me and my ministry that you will continue to reveal the real Guy Malone to everyone. I’ll just sit back and watch you and Nicole make fools out of yourselves as you manifest your hatred through ill attempted feats of idiocies. The Word that Yahweh gave you back in 2007 is being fulfilled. I had hoped and prayed that you would have listened to Yahweh and heeded his warning but your pride would not let you and now you are the habitation of snakes and scorpions. I have never hated you Guy, and prayed that you would come to repentance and renewal but I guess that Yahweh knew better but I know one thing for sure. I will stand on the last day justified in my actions and my patience toward you and I will reap a good reward in this regard. So if you wish, go ahead and post everything like you have promised. Yahweh has always had my back in regard to your hateful dealings with me, and he will continue to do so. It would be an injustice not to warn you that your escapades against me has been noticed by Yahweh. He has exemplified many times in scripture the fate of those who harass His Saints and His patience with both of you in regard to the ill treatment of me and most probably that of Jim is soon going to come to an end. His hand can be one of love and affection, or one of discipline and correction. It is your choice, but you better hurry to make a decision because the door of His Grace is swinging shut rapidly.

In Christ,

Guy & Nicole Malone

You no doubt have been following the little war that has been ensuing between those who weave a web of darkness and deceit and those of us who are battling for righteousness and holiness withing the Christian UFO Research Community.

One has to ask oneself what to do when the rantings and ravings of a psychotic person could endanger one’s ministry. Do you fight the attacks, or do you give everything to Yahweh, or do you both. Some have chosen to sit back and let things continue unabated. I chose this avenue for the past seven years, only answering in volley to correct misquotes and blatant lies. I have always prayed for those who attack me. When I know that the people are other believers, or even if they are unbelievers in Yeshua I pray for them. Believers can be brought to correction by Yahweh and unbelievers can be brought to salvation through the shed blood of Yeshua. However there is a third subset in this mix; the reprobate who are bound and determined to destroy what Yahweh has established through His people. We’re told in scripture to:

But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.. Matthew 5:44

What wonderful words and what a beautiful commandment; and it is a commandment, not a suggestion. But how do you pray for people who are reprobate? I struggled with this question for a long time until one day Yahweh told me that I should pray for His Will in their lives. I mean, if you think that someone is reprobate and they are not and you don’t pray for them then you really don’t love them, right? And what if they aren’t reprobate, what then? Well, if you pray for Yahweh’s Will in their life then you accomplish many things. If they are redeemable then they will be redeemed. If they are fallen away then they will come back and if they’re truly believers who are just totally messed up then Yahweh will fix the mess. This fulfills the ultimate in love of someone whom you would rather not every care for; for those who make your life miserable; that you pray that Yahweh’s ultimate will is done in their lives. He knows what that will is, we never do.

But what do we do when we are incessantly hunted down by the hounds of hell; those who for whatever reason are hell bent on ruining us? We’re told by Yeshua Himself that we are to judge the fruit of people. If they are bearing good fruit then they are a good tree and if they are bearing bad fruit then they are a bad tree, right? In the case of the shepherd, or the watchman, our job also includes warning people of bad fruit. We are in essence, fruit inspectors. If we see that an apple is bad we tell the buyer that the seller is a purveyor of bad fruit and if we see that a grove of trees is representing itself as being a grove of apple trees but the fruit on the tree is sour apples we are to tell unwary buyers. Sure, we might anger those trying to sell the bad fruit, and we might cause the bad fruit on the tree to fall to the ground and not be consumed, but saving the lives or souls of countless people is far more honorable and righteous than angering a small group of unrighteous people.

Many of my friends have told me to just let it go; that this nightmare will go away and that my addressing the rantings of one Paradox Brown about my beliefs and those of those whom I love and care for I am just fueling the fire. They tell me that they just want an audience, that they are people with big egos who want those ego’s fed and that by addressing their issues it only causes them to be recognized and to be brought fame. Their advice is sound advice if the people that have set themselves as adversaries were normal, sane and reasonable people, but this is not the case. If you have a bee hive in your tree and it is away from peoples’ path then you leave it alone. Bees are beneficial creatures and they do mankind a lot of services. There are other insects that are not good to ignore. Take for one, the mosquito.

When I was a child in New Jersey back in the 1960’s we would have terrible mosquito problems if it wasn’t for the mosquito truck that drove through the neighborhood every day spraying a fog of DDT throughout the streets, the mosquito’s would have made life miserable. This action cut the mosquito attacks to a bare minimal and enabled us to play outside at dusk without having to coat out bodies with repellent. In the late 60’s some scientists (genius’ you know the type) came to the conclusion that DDT was harmful to animals and therefore humans. The result of the ban on DDT in New Jersey was that mosquito’s came back with a vengeance. I started to notice that reports of encephalitis were growing in the newspapers as well as other mosquito borne ailments. Well, I guess that my parents pointed it out to me; I was pretty young, but I remember it very well.

Lesson here is that when the DDT truck went through the neighborhood we thrived and life was good. This was because our society was battling a dangerous insect and took the threat serious enough to battle. Stop battling, the problem returns. My friends and family who are concerned about my addressing the Jezebel, Nicole Malone (AKA Paradox Brown) fail to recognize the danger that this woman poses to the Body of Mashiach with her false teachings; and the fact that she it teaching at all is questionable too. If you’ve read earlier posts in this blog you know why I see Paradox’s teachings to be dangerous, simply because she uses her teachings to tear apart the brethren and also because her mental condition makes it so that she cannot make sound decisions about things, causes her to not have compassion and could also cause her to have anti-social traits. It would be akin to Hannibal Lector teaching classes on how to make friends and influence people.

You probably also know that I’ve asked Brown, or Malone or whatever name she’s going by now, that she cease and desist teaching and counseling people because of her disability. She had sent a letter of apology for her venomous actions in the past but never repented nor asked for forgiveness. Well, the madness continues. I’m starting to understand how Elijah felt when Jezebel was out to get him. She too wore the pants in their family as her husband was a weak king, much like PB’s husband. The Jezebel of that time the current one have much in common because they both have the same spirit. In essence, they controlled their husbands, set up false gods and doctrines and sought to kill the Prophets of Yahweh. If anyone cannot see the parallels that Paradox Brown shares with the Jezebel of old then they’re not looking very hard or they are in denial.

Again, if you’ve read this blog at any length you know that Yahweh has given me the gift of prophetic ministry. He shows me things, tells me things and gives me dreams and I write them down for people to read. The office of prophet is one that always gets a target painted on the back of the one whom Yahweh uses, probably like no other gift, except for maybe the Apostle. Just yesterday I was alerted by a friend to a post that PB has placed on her blog, asserting that I’m a false prophet. In her post she takes some of the things that Yahweh has given to me and she uses her “genius” reasoning ability to tear them down as being false dreams, words and visions. Well, in the world we once had the saying that opinions are like people’s rear ends, everyone has one and they all stink. PB’s opinions are the result of someone who refuses to live in the real world and has WAY too much time on her hands. By her own admission her “genius” I.Q. number qualifies her to teach scripture and counsel people, (so much for need of the Holy Spirit, right?) but is she really coming about these determinations and teachings from her IQ or is someone else “feeding” her information.

Bear in mind that PB states in a letter that she “heard a little voice” tell her to move to Roswell to marry Guy Malone. Now, this might be all well and good if she had been single, but at the time that she “heard the voice,” she was still legally married to her prior husband. Can anyone really say that this was a godly angel or the Holy Spirit who told her to marry Malone when she was still married. What about the myriad of scriptures that relate to us that “God Hates Divorce” and that “bigamy” is an offense too. By her own admission, she wants us to think that Yahweh told her to be a bigamist??? Her contention, that the prior marriage was not a “God Sanctioned” marriage so therefore it was never a marriage. She had children by this marriage, so the union occurred and the consummation was a fact, so in Yahweh’s eyes, they were married. Consummation has always been the “seal” that the marriage was/is in fact a marriage. The children are the evidence.

This PB is the same person who once wondered if what dimension she was in and what was the true reality. Again, this is the person who is questioning whether Yahweh is speaking through me? A woman who questions reality, who for a long time wondered if she had multiple personalities and who hears voices tell her to commit bigamy; yeah, that is a reliable source for ascertaining what is right and wrong.

PB mentions that the words, visions and dreams that Yahweh has given me are really the words spoken to me by a “familiar spirit,” well is she speaking from personal experience. I mean, that would be the only way that she would know for certain. After all, she claims that  she relies on her “genius” intellect to discern scripture so is can’t be the Holy Spirit “informing” her regarding these matters.  I’d like to end this by warning Paradox Brown, Nicole Malone or whoever the heck you are this week, that you should perhaps be careful because saying that the works of Yahweh are the works of Satan and his minions is dangerously close to blaspheming the Holy Spirit. And why Nicole, or Paradox or whoever you are, why haven’t you posted the word that Yahweh gave me for your betrothed? Why? Well perhaps because people would see how he has fallen from grace, and how you are the mighty wind that has caused him to fall. My dear Jezebel, you are the one who has led to his destruction and you continue to stoke the fires that will consume him along with yourself. You two really deserve each other, and you will both fall from that wall.

In the circles of those of us who believe that Yeshua is Mashiach we often use the phrase that if the enemy is going through so much effort to discredit us or keep us down then it means that we’re being effectual in the promotion of the Kingdom of Yahweh. Many times in counseling sessions I tell Christians who are still being harassed by demonic entities that they (the Christians) are special in Yahweh’s eyes and the enemy knows that, so the enemy tries to discourage believers so that they will not be successful in their life’s calling. The enemy will always try to take out the soldiers at the front line because they are the most dangerous to them. The private who is shining the general’s shoes half a world away is not so much a threat to the enemy at the wall, but the fully equipped soldier at that wall is a clear and present danger. There are times that well meaning believers (I hope so anyway) will tell the person under attack that the enemy is attacking because of sin in the life of that person or that they have taken the wrong path and Yahweh is allowing the attacks to occur so as to get them back on the straight and narrow path. Granted, this might be the case in a person who warms pews or armchair quarterbacks other believer’s lives, but for the person in the trenches the attack comes as a result of being a threat to the hordes of hell.

The enemy attacks in many ways. Let’s face it, he’s a pro at it, being both the Father of Lies and the Accuser of The Brethren for so many years; he’s quite adept at spiritual warfare, but not always so smart. In many cases, the enemy will use Yahweh’s own people, or people who have been deceived to believe that they are Yahweh’s own people and also those who are clearly counterfeits of Yahweh’s people who come to steal, kill and destroy. This is where praying for discernment and protection is so important. We can’t always see whom the enemy is using and we need Yahweh to tell us who is who in the great spiritual battle that rages day in and day out. Sad to say, it’s only going to get worse before it gets better.

Over the past seven or so years the enemy has put three gnats in my life and in the lives of other brothers and sisters. These gnats have stayed away at times but always come back to swirl around our heads to take away our attention from the ministry that Yahweh wants us to perform. The Apostle Paul talked about a messenger from Satan that was sent to buffet him and Paul prayed a few times for Yahweh to remove this “thorn in the flesh.” Yeshua’s answer to him was that Yahweh’s grace was sufficient for Paul. My guess (and yes, it is a supposition, not a fact, just in case the chief gnat decides to take my words out of context yet again) is that Paul’s problem came from one or more people who were detractors of his ministry; people out to destroy what Yahweh was doing. Paul probably became angered at these people and he might have even told them off in an ungracious manner and he might have grieved over the fact that they caused him to sin. Gnats can bring out the worst in people.

Without rehashing recent history in the battles between the gnats and myself I yet again find myself with the gnats buzzing around my head. One of these gnats has decided to take the words, visions and dreams that the Holy Spirit has given to me, things He has told me to share, and they have decided to dissect these things to disprove them. Under the direction of Beelzebub (the Lord of The Flies) they have taken Holy things and have ascribed them to the works of a familiar spirit, making them demonic in nature according to the gnat. IF this gnat was a godly person I would consider her claim, knowing her, and what she is I just dismiss it, knowing that since she is wrong she is coming dangerously close to blaspheming the Ruach Ha Kodesh. This puts things things out of my hands and out of my control and I shall let the Armies of Yahweh, The Captain of Yahweh’s Hosts fight this battle.

So, first off, I would like to thank those of you who have read Paradox Brown’s claims and have actually clicked on her links to check out the content in it’s original form to see ALL of the content, not just what Brown has contorted. Secondly, I would like to thank Brown, or Nicole, or Paradox, or whoever she is today, for posting her rants and raves about what “she” perceives through her “genius” musings, as false prophecies and curses that she says I proclaim. Thank you little gnat, you have caused more people than ever to go to the site to read what you protest against. Thirdly, I would like to thank you Nicole for doing a wonderful job at bringing down the little demonic empire that you and your husband, along with others have set up. It is oh so “genius” how you are bringing yourself and Guy to ruin, just like the Word that Yahweh gave to me for Guy said would happen. But mostly, and last but certainly not least by any stretch of the imagination, thank you Yahweh Yeshua because you preserve the righteous and you battle against those who choose to battle against your people. Thank you Yeshua for keeping to your Word and thank you that in all of these years of attack from Satan by way of the Malone’s and others, you will prevail and be victorious. You have broken their arrows each and every time that they have shot them at me over these years, and you will continue to do so. Thank you also, that soon you will rout these Philistines and put an end to them. AMEN.

So in the month and years to come, should Yeshua tarry that long, we move onward and upward in ministry. The Opposing The Matrix radio show is growing and listenership is increasing almost on a daily basis. This week, C.K. Quarterman will be joining the PAAPSI ministry as a counselor. He’s already ministering to many people and will join our team to bring more people to the truth of Yeshua as the redeemer and the one who brings freedom and liberty. Because of the radio show and the antics of the gnats we have had many more visitors to our websites. Special thanks go to James Galloway and Larry Scott who have been a great source of strength during the rants and raves of the gnats on Facebook. Another great piece of news is that Jim Wilhelmsen’s website Echoes of Enoch is back up on the internet and running smoothly. Nobody knows for sure who hacked into his site and took it down, but could it be that some gnats got into the server and caused corruption? Only Yahweh knows; but the move has gotten Jim a much better server run by believers in Yeshua.

And finally, it is my hope and desire that on my departure from this world (hopefully many years in the future) to the glorious Kingdom of Yahweh, that I will be able to say as Paul did in his letter to Timothy what I will post below.

I charge you therefore before God and the Lord Jesus Christ, who will judge the living and the dead atHis appearing and His kingdom: Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables. But you be watchful in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry. For I am already being poured out as a drink offering, and the time of my departure is at hand. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Finally, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give to me on that Day, and not to me only but also to all who have loved His appearing. 2 Timothy 4:1-8 KJV

Frankly, I’m getting sick and tired of all of the political crap on television, radio and even on the internet. What makes me even more sick is when believers in Yeshua get mixed up in all of this dreck. We remember a phrase from way back when when people would look at each other and say, “who’s your daddy?” Well, that phrase is still good as I ask believers, who’s your daddy and take it another step and say, “what’s your kingdom?” The article below was originally started out to address a brother on Facebook who always seems to defend Obama and who sadly tends to turn the whole political race into a racially charged debate. My contention; if you look at the core, you will know the score.

When it comes to this whole political debate; this whole “who’s to blame for the ills of America” debacle, I think that we need to look at the core before we consider what we see on the outside. For instance, if you work in an environment where there are people from all religions, Hindu’s, Muslims, Buddhists, etc and you sneeze almost all of them will say, “god bless you.” That on the outside is nice because they are all wishing you a blessing from god, and society has been conditioned to believe that all roads lead to heaven so most accept that blessing. Those people meant well, but the Muslim was saying in effect, “Allah bless you,” and the Hindu is saying, “Shiva bless you,” and the Buddhist is hoping that “the Brahman will bless you.” As I said, their gesture might have been sincere, but their core beliefs are so that you just were blessed in the name of three false gods.

Another example. When Islam says that it is a Religion of Peace, are they lying? One looks at all of the bloodshed and mayhem that Islam brings to the world and it is pretty easy to come to the determination that the pages of the Koran do teach hatred of infidels and subjugation of them too. So how could Islam be a religion of peace. When Islamists say that they are a Religion of Peace, they are not looking at today, they are looking at the end result. You and I know that when Yeshua returns there will be peace; one of his titles is “Prince of Peace,” right? We know that aside from him bringing us peace in our hearts during terrible times, he will ultimately bring the whole world peace and we look forward to that. Well, in the same way the Muslim looks at the end result, and their philosophy teaches that when the whole world is subjugated under Islam, there will be no more enemies to fight, thus there will be a peace. That is their core goal, subjugation and murder to bring about peace.

George W. Bush came on the scene a few years ago and ran on several formats; one being that he is a Christian. Some of us saw through his mask and noticed that he was an impostor in that regard and that he too was just in place to sell America down the river. All presidents have been that way for the past several decades; I’m still on the fence about Reagan, but that is beside the point.

People were tired of the status-quo and wanted change and that is what Obama came and offered to America. The clue should have been seen when he promised to make “fundamental” changes. The fundamentals are the foundations, the very things that hold up a society. In effect, he was saying that he was going to change the very idea of what the United States is and change it into something else. That was his warning, and very few saw it. They just didn’t want Bush anymore and they saw the “change” as an end of the Bush era.

With this in mind, what is the core of Obama? Well, we know from his writings, and the people he associated with that he is a Marxist Leninist and that he favors Socialist/Communistic philosophy. Anyone that has been alive for forty or more years can see that most presidents have pushed us toward the New Age / One World Government model. Each one, it would seem has taken away a freedom or two, or corrupted a freedom so that we could become more socialistic while communists around the world have tried to change communism into a more capitalist format. They have all been trying to make the world into a One World Government.

Assertions have been made in recent years that Obama has “inherited” a mess and there are some truths to those comments. The problem is that you only inherit something upon the death of the holder of assets. Yes, Obama did inherit, but he knowingly inherited it. This country was set on a course of destruction from a long time ago. We’re like a murder victim that has been slowly killed. Now the US lies in bed on life support and the shadow government people are not happy with the longevity of our nation. They want things to change badly, so they hire what the mob calls a “fixer” who will do the dirty work and bring an end to a problem.

Aside from our Lord who keeps us going, our bodies rely on two major organs, the brain and the heart. These are the two foundation organs. Destroy these two organs and death occurs immediately. Other presidents have destroyed the other organs, the tissues, the bones and other things, but the foundation still exists. Obama’s job, isn’t to fundamentally change the American culture of this nation, his job is to destroy the fundamentals, demolish the foundations altogether.

It is high time that people in this thread and everywhere, especially believers in Yeshua finally realize that Obama is a tool of the New World Order and that he was groomed for this purpose. But it is even more important for people to realize that the US is being judged by Yahweh because we have been an immoral people. We have lived just like “we” have wanted to live yet we have claimed the name of Yahweh and in essence, we have mocked God (Yahweh). If anyone thinks that a righteous and supreme Creator is going to just let that happen without bringing about discipline then they are sadly mistaken. While the NWO is using Obama to put shackles on the American people, Yahweh is using him to bring America to its knees; to seek Yahweh and to turn from wickedness.

People can keep on making it a black/white issue or a liberal/conservative issue, that is their choice; but that only brings about division and if something brings about division in the Kingdom of Yahweh then we know where that comes from. This is not a race issue nor is it a political issue; it is a good vs. evil issue and you aren’t going to find the answers in politics or in any politician. You’re only going to find the answer in Yeshua (Jesus).

He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God? Micah 6:8

By David Ben Ya’akov
Copyright 2012

Ever since I was a small child back in the 1960’s an emphasis was put on testing students to see what their vocational skills were. Back then we were handed a test and then a piece of paper that had numbers followed by little bubbles that you would fill in with a pencil You would indicate which answer you thought to be correct for the question asked. The test would determine where your strengths lie; whether you were inclined toward the sciences, mathematics, language or the arts. Later on, in High School we were given different tests that would indicate our I.Q. or intelligence quotient. This test was the crem de la crem of tests and if you scored high on the test you were supposedly more intelligent than those who scored lower on the test. The thing that should be taken into account is that this is a test of intelligence, not necessarily common sense. For instance, I know a man who has a doctorate in Pharmacy. He could tell you the molecular structure of any drug but was not aware that on our calendar there is a leap year every four years on an even numbered year. I’ve met others who are very bright, but they have to call a road service provider if they have a flat on the highway simply because they cannot deduce how to effectively change the tire out for a spare tire.

The result of my testing was that I have a I.Q. of 137 which doesn’t put me up in the high “genius” status but indicates that I am “gifted.” I’d be the first to disagree however because sometimes it seems like the only gift I have is to make mistakes given my own strengths. It is only with Yahweh’s help that I have any gifts that are of any heavenly value. I can read the writings of Paul and totally agree, “what a wretched man I am…” In our so called high technology world and with our supposed “enlightened” society it is common for people to want to be a genius and some are saddened that they cannot ever reach that esteemed status. But is being a genius really a good thing? Does it really amount to a hill of beans where Yahweh is concerned. We read in so many places in scripture that “worldly wisdom” is a deficit in a human character and Solomon laments his wisdom in the book of Ecclesiastes chapter one:

I, the Preacher, was king over Israel in Jerusalem. And I set my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all that is done under heaven; this burdensome task God has given to the sons of man, by which they may be exercised. I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and indeed, all is vanity and grasping for the wind. What is crooked cannot be made straight, And what is lacking cannot be numbered. I communed with my heart, saying, “Look, I have attained greatness, and have gained more wisdom than all who were before me in Jerusalem. My heart has understood great wisdom and knowledge.” And I set my heart to know wisdom and to know madness and folly. I perceived that this also is grasping for the wind. For in much wisdom is much grief, And he who increases knowledge increases sorrow. Ecclesiastes 1:12-18

I don’t think that anyone could argue that Solomon was a very intelligent. I hesitate to call him a genius because of the origins of the word “genius” and I do not think that Yahweh would bring “genius” upon a man who asked Him for wisdom. So, I will state that Solomon was a man filled with wisdom, endowed by Yahweh and there probably has never been a person with that much knowledge before or after Solomon lived. I also believe that Solomon, who was anointed by a prophet of Yahweh, was filled with the Holy Spirit by whose means the intelligence came to him. With this in mind, we see the effects of being full of wisdom. The result of Solomon’s wisdom is that he lived a miserable life because he allowed his possession of wisdom to cause pride in his life and it caused him to fall spiritually, physically and in his monarchy.

A couple of months ago I had a running discussion with a woman who claimed that she was able to study scripture because she is a genius. If you’ve read this blog prior to this entry you know all about that discussion. There are many people running around, sort of running amok with their own knowledge of what Yahweh wants us to know. They are cunning enough to twist scripture in such a manner that they can make almost anyone believe that what they are saying is true. This particular woman has made quite a few assertions that the words, dreams and visions that I have been given from Yahweh are not from Yahweh, but from a familiar spirit. I’ll not even address that assertion much because both time and Yahweh will prove His words to be true no matter how hard she tries to vilify me and ascribe the words of Yahweh and His Spirit to the works of the demonic. Scripture warns people about doing that very thing, so that is in His hands for Him to meet out when He sees fit.

Recently my wife and I were shopping in a very popular second-hand store here in Eugene. They have an excellent book section and we’re there so much that the workers in the store almost know our names by heart. Recently, my wife, who shares a like in word origins as I do, picked up a book about word etymologies (origins) and when I was thumbing through the book the pages fell open to the word “genius.” Because of all that happened a couple of months ago I decided to look into the origins of this word to see where it comes from. To my surprise, I found that Paradox Brown, the one who claims to be able to discern scripture because she is a genius, is in fact a genius, and that is not a good thing. This word, as I will illustrate below, has diabolical origins. To say the least, I found solace in the meaning of this word as it applies to this woman and it explains to me why she is out to destroy me and my ministry, as well as Jim Wilhelmsen and his ministry. When you see that “genius” is really a demonic spirit you’ll come to one of two conclusions. First, if you have been labeled a genius, you’ll want to change your label to something that is more godly. Second, if you have felt bad that you were never labeled to have a genius I.Q., you will thank Yahweh that you are normal and that you have not been labeled as demon possessed. Here is the definition of “genius” as defined by the etymology book:


Entmology of the word “Genius”
The Merriam Webster New Book of Word Histories
Copyright 1991 by Merriam Webster Inc
PP 192-193

Genius: According to ancient Greek mythology a daimõn is a supernatural being whose nature is intermediate between that of a god and that of a man. It was believed that at birth each person is assigned one of these spirits to act as a guardian throughout his life. The standard Latin translation of daimõn was genius, from gignere, ‘to beget’. Latin also borrowed the Greek word in the form of daemon ‘spirit’, which in Late Latin was often restricted to mean an evil spirit. Genius in the sense of ‘attendant spirit’ was borrowed from Latin into Middle English in the early fifteenth century.

Part of the role of the tutelary genus was to guard, if not actually determine, a person’s character; thus in the sixteenth century genius came to be used in direct reference to a person’s inclination or bent of mind, as in Sir Philip Sidney’s Defense of Poetry (1595); “A Poet, no industrie can make, if his owne Genius bee not carried vnto it.” In the next century this led to thee sense of ‘a strongly marked aptitude’. This sense of genius was often used of poets and artists, and in England in the eighteenth century the Romantics began to use genius to mean ‘an extraordinary native intellectual power’, especially as manifested in an unusual capacity for creative activity of any kind.

The first translation of the Arabian Nights from Arabic into French rendered the Arabic jinnĩy, meaning ‘spirit’ or ‘demon’, as French génie, meaning the same as English genius. The translators were no doubt influenced by the similarities between the Arabic and French words in both pronunciation and meaning. Thus it is from French that English gets the form genie for a spirit such as appeared to Aladdin when he rubbed the magic lamp.

A variant form, jinni, was borrowed directly from the Arabic. In that language the plural of jinniy is jinn, and this has yielded (in differing styles of transliteration from the Arabic alphabet) the English variants of jinn and djinn.
[L, fr. gignere to beget]


Another thing that people like to do is to label themselves as being mysterious, something that cannot be understood by many and only by those with high intellect. This is certainly an attitude of pride; a character flaw that is addressed by scripture as something that makes men fall by the wayside and can lead to total separation from Yahweh:

Pride goes before destruction, And a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18

People tend to like to put prefixes and suffixes in their names to show people that they have some sort of authority. In Christian circles we see people with titles such as Reverend, Bishop, Monsignor and even Pope, all titles to show increasing authority. They tend to use such authority to lord that authority over people. If you don’t think that I’m correct, walk up to a Catholic Priest and tell him that Yeshua said that we shouldn’t call anyone on Earth “Father…” You’ll be treated like an imbecile and told to go away. Challenge the authority of any of the people listed above and you’ll be seen as insolent and defiant and you will be chastised and labeled as an infidel.

In the worldly scheme of things people who are educated put labels behind their names to show how educated they are. They range from Associate’s degrees, Bachelor’s degrees, Masters Degrees and the ultimate Doctorate degree. They usually put their degrees as suffix’s; AS, BS. MS. or PhD to assert their intelligence. The lower the degree, the more humble. The higher, the less humble. Let me throw in a caveat here. There are many wonderful and humble people who have degrees that do not behave with a superiority complex, so I’m not lumping all people with degrees in a list of narcissists.

There are others however that tend to go the route of the “mysterious” or the “unknowable” One such person uses the name “Paradox.” This name is reminiscent of the hippy days when names like Aquarius Paradise, and Genesis Revelation (real names of people I’ve met) were the norm. These folks were named by their hippie parents of course, but the one thing that they both loved was when people would ask them about their names. They would revel in the fact that their names were unusual and their names made them unique among the rest of the population. Do you see pride creeping in here?

Why would someone take on the pseudonym “Paradox?” Well, one would come to the conclusion right away that this person wants to be surrounded in mystery. They would want to have an occult (secret) meaning and they would want people to know that only if they were a “genius” could they figure out what this person is really all about, but still you would never really know their character. In essence, they want to reflect the idea that they are unknowable. Well, in scripture we know that all people are knowable; we are sinners in need of salvation. We always tend to lean toward the lowest common denominator and as Paul said, “the things I want to do I don’t do and the things don’t want to do I tend to do.” My paraphrase of course. There is only one person who is totally unknowable; that person is Yahweh:

“For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts. Isaiah 55:9

We can know the character of Yahweh to some degree through scripture and we can know him more intimately through a relationship with him through Yeshua and we can know even more by way of revelation from the Ruach Ha Kodesh (Holy Spirit), and some day we will know Him better when we are like Him:

Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is. 1 John 3:2

Yahweh is not a God of mysteries, as some make themselves out to be. The mystery of God has been revealed through Yeshua Ha Mashiach:

And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory. 1 Timothy 3:16

For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints. 1 Corinthians 14:33

For any man or woman to want to wrap themselves with a “mysterious” facade it has to be rooted in an occult or demonic origin. So, how could one define “paradox?” An excellent definition can be found at which borrows from several sources and uses analogies to explain this difficult word:


A statement that is seemingly contradictory or opposed to common sense and yet is actually true.
It is an interesting paradox that drinking a lot of water can often make you feel thirsty.
An apparently true statement that appears to lead to a contradiction or to circumstances that defy intuition.
Not having a fashion is a fashion; that’s a paradox.

<!–there is no such term in mathematics; in any case, this is equivalent to the first definition – Paul G, 2005-08-17

(mathematics) a conclusion based on undefined functions

Example: (2 x 0) = (3 x 0) therefore (dividing both sides by zero) 2 = 3–>
a person or thing showing contradictory property, properties
He is a ; you would not expect him in that political party.

A statement that leads to an infinite and instant contradiction.

If a court ruled that common law no longer existed, then the only thing that made that ruling binding was common law, which means that the ruling instantly destroys what lets it exist, which means it no longer exists, which means common law can exist again, which means the ruling can exist again, which means common law doesn’t exist anymore because of the ruling, which means the ruling doesn’t exist, etc.

Dutch: paradox , tegenspraak
French: paradoxe , antinomie
German: Paradox Paradoxon
Italian: paradosso
Spanish: paradoja

Etymology: paradoxum, from (paradoxos), “aside belief”


I think in essence a paradox is using a backdoor to define something that is perfectly clear to those who can see plainly. Scripture uses paradox’s many times. For instance, we’re in the world but not of the world; that is a paradox. Predestination is another paradox. We’re told in scripture that the Elect have been chosen from before the foundation of the world yet we’re told to preach the Gospel of Yeshua to every creature. Well, that might sound confusing, but from Yahweh perspective, He’s known the saved from before time began because He is outside of time and space and sees the beginning from the end. For Him, spacial time has had its beginning and has ended already; the books have been opened and history has been completed. We do not know who the Elect is and we are supposed to preach to every creature because we do not have Yahweh’s knowledge of who is saved and by us preaching to every creature we give no man an excuse at the end of time. Yahweh is permitted to use a paradox because He knows the answer because He created the paradox. He reveals the mysteries of the paradox so that His people and the goyim (nations) will know that He is supreme.

So, for a person to label themselves as a paradox, or as someone who can define and discern paradox’s is quite a pompous claim; almost claiming to be a god. This would tie in with a “genius” spirit or a jinn, as the Arabic origins define it. Jinns (demons) have always tried to deceive mankind since they came into being as the disembodied spirits of the Nephilim. If a person revels in being a “genius” that revelry is pride; pride is the sin that caused Lucifer to fall from Yahweh’s favor. You could say that Satan is the ultimate “genius” seeing that he is the “father” of the demons and the father of all lies and deception.

So what have we determined here? We have determined that being labeled a genius isn’t necessarily a good thing and that if you revel in being a genius you might have more serious problems than you ever imagined. We have determined that labeling oneself is also an act of pride if that label is reveled or demands that one be revered. We have to do one more thing however. As believers in Yeshua, what do we do with such people especially if they claim to be all knowing and cannot be taught nor confess that they can be wrong. What do we do if they set out to destroy us, to lord their label over us and to claim that their worldly wisdom allows them to teach, preach or (God forbid) wrongfully discern between right and wrong.

Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience. Be not ye therefore partakers with them. For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light: (For the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth;) Proving what is acceptable unto the Lord.
And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them. For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret. But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light: for whatsoever doth make manifest is light. Ephesians 5:6-13

And in conclusion, let us always remember and put into practice the words of our beloved Adonai, our Yahweh Yeshua, who when talking about false teachers said thus:

“Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles? Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Therefore by their fruits you will know them.
“Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’

“Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock. “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And great was its fall.”

And so it was, when Jesus had ended these sayings, that the people were astonished at His teaching, for He taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes. Matthew 7:15-29

Lately I’ve been thinking about David and Elijah. Both of these men loved Yahweh and both trusted in Yahweh; David so much so that Yahweh said that David was “a man after mine own heart.” Elijah was faithful and often struggled with his calling in Yahweh.

Both of these men were pursued by people that hated them; they were berated and both had a price on their heads at one time or another. David was pursued by Saul who wanted to kill him and David did nothing but evade Saul even though he had chances to kill Saul and assume the Kingly Throne. The Psalms contain many of his outcries to Yahweh for help and his feelings of loneliness, distress and yet also his trust in Yahweh. Elijah was pursued by the army of King Ahab and Queen Jezebel. This evil monarchy killed all of the righteous (or so Elijah thought) prophets of Yahweh and Ahab in anguish cried to Yahweh. Yahweh answered back that:

Yet I have left me seven thousand in Israel, all the knees which have not bowed unto Baal, and every mouth which hath not kissed him. 1 Kings 19:18

So if you’re reading this and think that you’re the last survivor of a fallen away holocaust take heart, there are others out here. With that having been said, please read on.

I’ve been getting so many letters lately from people who are so frustrated over so many things that are going on. Let’s face it, this world is in a flux of madness. As Americans we’ve been given a choice of voting for a Mormon or voting for a Muslim. The Mormon has morals and values and that is a good thing, but he’s still a member of what many of us view to be an extraterrestrial cult. His god is flesh and blood and lives on a planet somewhere out in space. Voting for the Muslim is a no-brainer, it just isn’t going to happen with anyone that I personally know.

At our work places we see people who are acting out in all sorts of ways. Although they don’t have the discernment that we have as practicing believers in Yeshua, they can sense that our world is circling around a vortex and seems to be getting closer and closer to the center of that whirlpool. They cannot understand, but at the same time they don’t want to hear the truth; so sad for them.

In the realm of believers in Yeshua the Church seems to be a mess. Some pastors are refusing to preach about sin and hell because it might offend possible attendees. Some churches have written off Jews as lost forever with no chance of redemption and they state that the believers in Yeshua replace Israel. So what about Yeshua coming back to redeem Israel I ask? Are these so called believers not redeemed? Perhaps they have bigger fish to fry in the stead of hating Jews.

Then we move onto some of the Messianics who insist that gentiles become Jews before they can serve Yeshua, or the ones who say that we have to observe the Torah, not realizing that there are not just Ten Commandments, but 613 and some of them were just for Jews and some more cannot be observed since there is not a Temple anymore.

The list goes on and on; pre-trib, mid-trib or post trib is a subject that has divided churches and ended friendships. The doctrines of Calvin and Arminius has done very much the same. We kill each other while Satan leads thousands into Torments every day. Where’s the shame in Mashiach’s Church about all of this? It doesn’t exist.

My personal favorites however are those who have fire insurance. They claim to be believers in Messiah Yeshua, and they claim that their sins are “Under The Blood” of Yeshua, yet they continue to sin; trying to destroy those who they claim are their brethren, using a venomous style that probably makes Satan very proud of how he is manipulating them. I don’t know about you, but scripture tells me that my sins are “washed away” by the blood if Mashiach. Sins were covered in the Mosaic Covenant through the sacrifice of animals and those who trusted in those sacrifices as a pathway set up by Yahweh were later visited in Sheol by Yeshua who preached to them and later led them with Him to the real Paradise; namely Heaven. So for those of you whose sins are “covered” supposedly by the Blood of Yeshua go right ahead and believe that you are saints under the Mosaic Covenant, that is your right, but are you “right” by asserting your rights in that regard?

But as I mentioned earlier, it seems like evil is increasing these days and yes, it is true, it is increasing. As Americans and/or westerners we have had it pretty easy. We’ve had mushy Christianity, having a form of godliness but denying the power thereof. It seems that we’ve run everywhere for help in every matter except to Yahweh. We only reserve Him for the things that we cannot fix ourselves or the lawyers or doctors can’t resolve for us. What we seem to feel as evil escalating, our brethren in other lands have been enduring for centuries, even millennia.

Now, we expect the world to rob, steal and destroy; simply because their father (Satan) is the father of those things. It really shocks us when those whom we see as brethren do the same thing. Why be shocked? If a tree is bearing bad fruit do you expect it to produce something that you can eat? Do you expect to get peaches from thorns and thistles? We need to realize that there are just some people who are bad, they were born that way. We also need to realize that there are others who once knew the truth and walked away from it, enticed by the things that this world could give to them. Many times this type takes away from those of us who have been endowed by the Ruach Ha Kodesh with truth for those who want to hear the truth.

Take for instance my dear brother Jim Wilhelmsen. Quite a few years ago Jim wrote a book titled, “Beyond Science Fiction.” In this book Jim brought forth several ideas that were brand new for that time in the research realm that we were involved in. His book brought forth ideas like the NAZIS dabbling in occult sciences and producing the first UFO’s. His book brought forth the subject of Yahweh bending time and space in order to be able to enter our realm and he also explained the Clouds of Heaven, often spoken of in Scripture. For years our fellow researchers mocked Jim behind his back and blackballed him from speaking engagements and seminars simply because they could not accept his ideas, which incidentally are copyrighted in his book.

However as time progressed some of these (I’m not going to lackluster this) thieves began to see that Jim’s ideas did have merit and they began to incorporate his work into their own work. Moreover, they saw that many others were interested in these things and saw a way of making capital on these ideas. I won’t mention names, but if you get Jim’s book and read it, and compare it to other works that are copyrighted later you will see what has happened. One secular program that airs on the History Channel quite often even quotes one of Jim’s works word for word. Again, you’d expect that of the heathens at the History Channel, where they try to distort everything that has to do with Yahweh’s Scripture; but to see so-called believers in Yeshua is despicable.

Now, one could get mad at this, and believe me Jim has every right to be very angry, but Jim has something that the thieves don’t have; he has integrity. You see, Jim realizes that the things that were given to him were given by Yahweh; they were HIS ideas to begin with. Jim figures that it is more important for his word to get out than it is for his pride to be hurt and to fuss and worry about thieves spreading the truth. Now, if you’re looking for a Paradox, you have one; thieves spreading a truth. By the way, so that there is no mistake in the verbage of this blog entry; I am using the word thieves and Jim has not mentioned that word.

So what can we learn from Jim’s attitude? We can learn to have grace and dignity, both things lacking in Yahweh’s Church these days. We see this world spiraling down the drain and if you allow it to, it will scare the heck out of you. We need to know that when the world is falling down all around us, we are in the palm of Yeshua’s hand. We need to know that when people mock us, when they steal from us, when they take our words out of context for personal gain or for vendetta that there will come a day when all things will be judged for what they are and all people will either find peace in who they were or shame in who they were while abiding here on earth in this life. We all need to realize that when they do these things to righteous and true believers in Yeshua, they are doing it to Him too as we belong to Him. There will come a day when Yahweh will comfort us and wipe every tear from our eyes. We need to rebuke discouragement and fear because they come from the enemy. And, we need to put it all in Yahweh’s hands, to cast our burdens on Yeshua and to take on His yoke.

Things are going to get worse, I wish I could say something else, but it is the truth. The sooner that we can put our trust in Yeshua and know that Yahweh is for us and not against us, and that vengeance is His (not ours) and that he will repay every evil we will be able to walk victoriously and we’ll hear those wonderful words we’ve waited our whole lives to hear; “well done good and faithful servant.” Shalom in Yeshua!


A Word from Yahweh for America and His People in America


Thus Says Yahweh:

One Nation Under God you declare;

In God We Trust you inscribe on your currency.

Yes, I have called you rebellious and a stiff-necked people, yet you did not listen.

I declared to you my divorce decree, yet you still carry my name?

Whoremongering nation filled with idols and idolatry, I reject you.

The sins of your nation rise up to heaven, the stench of abomination.

Your candidates cry from their pulpits that you will rebuild?

I declare from my throne that you will continue in decay; you will grow in rebellion.

For every building that you raise in rebellion to me, ten buildings will fall until all is destroyed.

I have sent disasters to your shores and you call them Acts of God, which they are.

You have ignored my attempts of storms, tempests, fires, droughts and ground trembling.

Had you not been decayed, rotten to the core of your being you too would tremble.

You too would cry to Me to heal your land and bring you peace.

You have rejected me and I have rejected you; it can be no other way.

The Prince of Babylon now hovers over your land, yet you still call yourselves my people?

Know for sure that I have allowed a strong spirit of insanity; a national insanity to overtake you.

Your decisions will never again be those of a people with sound minds and humble hearts.

Behold war approaches your land, brother against brother, family against family.

I will bring foreigners to further your distress and you will not know who is for you,

Nor will you know who is against you. Your minds will reel in agony and distress,

You will remember the days of confusion and long for them; your hearts will fail you.

You claim that you can rebuild, that you can overcome the calamity that will come to you,

Yet, this will only be a delusion that I will allow; one that I will cast upon your land.

You will turn against the nation that you have shadowed under your wings, my people Israel.

You will make alliances with the enemies of my people and you yourself will seek to destroy Jacob.

You will align with the armies that I have chosen to come against My People, My Heritage.

You will die with them on the hills of Israel, your bodies food for the wild birds.

You will no longer be safe in your haven beyond the sea and across the great ocean.

Fire will rain down on your cities and a vast many will be consumed.

The foolish will try to hide in the mountains but the mountains will be their tombs.

There is no place where you can escape from my judgments oh militant children;

In the heavens I will seek you out and in the depths of the earth I will find you.

Even in the depths of the sea I will put you to the sword.

Those remaining will be herded into pens like sheep being readied for the slaughter.

There you will wilt away as the flower in the drought, there you will blow away like the chaff on the threshing floor.


I have prepared a remnant that has not bowed down to the idols that infest your land,

I have sanctified a people who have given themselves to me.

These will I tend to like a shepherd and these I will move to my glorious land.

Soon, many who never knew that they were of my ancient family will go to Israel.

They will go at first weeping for the great loss that has occurred,

But, I will turn their sorrow to joy and replace their sackcloth will fine linen, and will shoe their bare feet.


The times of the Goyim are over I have decreed and now the recompense must occur.

For all that they have done to my people Israel there will be retribution; hell will literally rise to Earth’s surface,

For all that they have done to my remnant, my sanctified sheep, there will be retribution; a time of great sorrow,

Blood and fire and billows of smoke will be the end of many.

See America, a once proud nation, once filled with children that once loved and served me.

See that it has become Babylon, the Harlot of Nations.

I have shouted my last cry to bring you to repentance; I have given you wicked rulers to rule over you.

I have caused YOU to ask them to serve you and you have gladly placed their yoke upon yourselves.

So now you are beasts of burden for a harsh task master, however your sorrows will be greatly multiplied.

Perhaps when he legislates that you have to bow down to his idol Allah you will then understand.

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Nor will you know who is against you. Your minds will reel in agony and distress,

You will remember the days of confusion and long for them; your hearts will fail you.

You claim that you can rebuild, that you can overcome the calamity that will ca, sans-serif;”>Perhaps when he takes all that you own and gives it to others you will remember who I am and how I once loved you.

Now your insanity causes you to love the one who places his heavy yoke on you.

Go to the pit in regret; enter torments cursing Me because of your unfaithfulness.

Blame me in your rebelliousness for the light of my love for you snuffed out several years back.

I divorced you, not you me and I left you only your shame and nakedness, and you rejoiced.

You’ll find no rest, no sleep and no comfort with the one that you have chosen,

And you will have nothing but misery as you drink sour milk from the tit of your keeper.

You will run to him to heal your sores and he will heal them but at what price?

You will ask him to take away your infirmities, but at what price?

In your old age he will not listen to you, you will be of no use to him.

On your deathbed he will cast you away, a burden to his society will you be.


I have kept a remnant, and have preserved a people who love me with an undying love.

These I will reward with rewards that they could have never imagined,

Rewards that the mind of men cannot possibly fathom will rain down on them.

Be comforted my dear ones as you live amongst those who receive my punishment.

For a day will come for me to steal you away from this wicked world.

You will have to endure their cruelty, but look to me for comfort for in me will you find rest.

In me will you stay the storm and come out unharmed. In me the wind will not harm you.

In me the heat will not harm you nor will any of my punishments and retributions touch you.

Very soon the Son of Perdition will be revealed, wicked and full of fury.

The world will wonder after him, they will accept him and they will murder for him.

Through me you will do wonderful exploits that will amaze even this most wicked of creature,

And, you will confound him even to the point of welling up in him great anger at your deeds.

Stay fast those that I love and keep your faith in me.

Though men will hate you and seek to destroy you, it is but for a short time and the trumpet will sound.

And then and only then, when you are out of the way will I rain my vengeance against a wicked world.

Though they harm you a time, times and half a time they will not have the satisfaction of winning;

For my judgments on Sodom and Gomorrah and all of the Cities of The Plain will be considered trite

When compared to what lies in state for a world that rebels against me and nations that spurn me.

For after that time it will no longer be said, “Just as Yahweh destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah…”

But in the stead it will be said, “Just as Yahweh judged a rebellious world…”

The day is coming when My Glory, and My Glory alone will be spoken of and I, only I will be worshipped.

Remember this those of you who love Me, that this world is not your home nor is it your kingdom.

If any man is in Me, Yeshua Ha Mashiach, he or she is a new creature; you are citizens of My Kingdom.

There is no longer any division, all are one in Me.

Love one another because this is what the world sees and this is what convicts the world of sin.

The love that you exhibit allows the Ruach Ha Kodesh to convict and to bring many to faith in Me.

Talk to me often, trust in me and always remember that this world is temporary,

But your life in My Kingdom is eternal. I will wipe every tear from every eye and My Love Endures Forever.

Yeshua Ha Mashiach.