People always amuse me. You think that you have them figured out and they wind up and throw you a curve ball every time. Actually, that has been the story of my life. For instance, in school we go over study notes and such and the professor tells us what to study for the test. I go home and study and voila, the test is on things that I didn’t study for. I think that most of you know how it is.
For the three years I’ve had a internet radio show that aired once a week on the Blogtalk website. I started the show with Jim Wilhelmsen and aside from a couple of breaks, we aired faithfully for the past three years. We felt a need to share information with people; things that they won’t hear from most pulpits; things that concern us all and will prepare those who listen, with the truth about the strange things ahead for those living on our little planet. For the past four years I’ve gone solo, continuing with the “Opposing The Matrix,” theme. The archives of the show can be found on this website.
We started out at the beginning of our radio career by talking about the Nephilim, the Fallen Angels and other things that the Bible refers to, but again, things that aren’t preached from most pulpits. Almost right from the beginning our listener base went sky high. We were amazed at how the show caught on and how many people both listened to and/or downloaded the show from the archives. We talked about things on the fringe for the first two years. But you know what? You can talk a subject or subjects to death and we figured that this is what we were doing. But the interesting thing was that we never lost the number of people who listened or downloaded the show.
It was at the end of the second year that I sought Yahweh in earnest (much more than usual) because I sensed that we were beating a dead horse and that Yahweh wanted us to talk about other things. We felt that at this point we had talked way too much about the fringe stuff and we needed to help people to get prepared spiritually for what was coming up. It is one thing to know that the Nephilim have returned, and that we are at the end of the age, but it’s another thing to know what to do and how to prepare yourself for the weirdness ahead. I mean, it’s great to know that a spiritual war is going to get much worse, but it does no good to know these things and not know how to fight, or how to prepare oneself to be used by Yahweh during these times. Yes, there could be a Pre-Trib rapture ahead, but what if the harpazo is going to be more toward the middle of the Tribulation period? How does one survive if such circumstances occur.
So with these things considered, Jim and I decided to help people get prepared for what is coming on. We noticed that there is an increasing amount of people who are willing to fight the system in a physical manner, and if that is what they are called to do, then that is what they will do. However, fighting physically and spiritually are different things, to say the least.
Now, here is the sad part, but not totally unexpected part. As I said, I have been prepared for curve balls in just about every aspect of life. So, when Jim and I started to broadcast about being spiritually ready; how to pray and seek Yahweh’s face in the time of adversity; all of a sudden our listener numbers started to plummet. I don’t know, perhaps we started to sound like the ministers that we are supposed to be, or maybe we weren’t entertaining enough for some people, but we needed to stick to what Yahweh Yeshua wants us to do. We do answer to Him and nobody else. It’s sort of sad that people were listening to us for a sensationalist reason, but I guess that some people are that way. Jim said that he even got an email asking when we were going to start talking about the Nephilim stuff again.
There are some people out there who know that being a sensationalist gives them the numbers and draws new listeners. But, one has to ask how long it can be kept up with the teacher maintaining the integrity that they started out with; if they had any at the beginning. For instance, I could broadcast a show talking about chocolate ice cream and could probably keep the subject interesting and new for five or six shows; but after that it would be just the same repetitious dribble drabble. The same thing is happing in the talk about Nephilim and fallen angels. When Jim and I started out talking about this stuff, even way before the radio show, it was a new subject, or a subject that wasn’t talked about at all on the internet and surly not in the pulpit. Now, there are tons of people talking about it on the internet, the radio, in other written media and yes, even on television. We were like pioneers exploring strange new lands, untouched territory, but now many people populate those lands and territories, so it is not so much important to repeat the redundancy that is so prevalent out there.
The fact that people don’t want to know how to be ready is rather bothersome. I’m reminded of those verses in Ezekiel where Yahweh tells him to be a watchman on the city wall. He is instructed to warn the city of an approaching danger. Yahweh tells him that if the people listen to him, and they don’t prepare then the blood was off of his hands. He is also told that if he didn’t tell him then the blood would be on his hands for all of those who perished. That is what our mission is, to tell people and to prepare them for what is coming up and is already here. I can only imagine what Ezekiel would have thought if the people of the city would keep asking him to describe the coming invaders, over and over again, and not how to prepare to fend off the enemy. That would be sort of stupid, wouldn’t it? But, isn’t that the mentality of those who write to me or us and say that they don’t want to hear about how to prepare, they just want to hear about those who are intent on destroying them.
So I said all of that to say this. If you listen to our radio show, please do so with the knowledge that we are not here for your entertainment purposes. We are not on the air to be redundant and/or to say what you want us to say. We are there, charged with a mission by Yahweh Himself, to sometimes bring to you new things about the players in this cosmic chess game, but more importantly, to prepare you on how to move your pieces and how to play unto victory.