I have recently undergone one visitation by a strong evil spirit, and one close call. One night I was reading about alien abductions and end time prophecy etcetera, then after about an hour a kind of gloomy and sick feeling slithered slowly on me. I went to bed shortly after, and when I was falling asleep it hit me. I was scared out of my wits. Every time I took a breath, it felt like my lungs were levitating inside me. I felt like I was almost floating. I was in a weird delirium as I realized I was seemingly being possessed or something. After about 2 minutes, I started to say Yeshua, Yeshua… and about 30 seconds after, the spirit left.
That was the worst thing I have ever felt. A feeling of impending doom and almost death. Then, another night, I got the jump on the spirit, and started to pray. It never really reached me that time. I wonder if all that happened was Satan’s plot to off track my walk with God. That recent experience made me sick, and it sickens me to think of it.
Recently I read through the Delusion Resistance website and noticed the testimony of David Ruffino, the author or the site. And this being similar to one of Dave’s experiences, happened 5 years ago at the age of 11, when our family moved, and I requested to sleep in the basement. It was a basement with a small window at the top of the wall, much like the one he described in one of his articles. Many strange things happened in that basement. One night me, my two older brothers, my younger sister, and my dad played hide-and-go-seek in the dark down there, and my dad claimed to have found one of us under the cubby hole, a part of my room. Everyone denied it without joking. Maybe my sister was lying about it, but it seemed very unlikely. Another time, a big plastic bin of Lego pieces in that same cubby hole tipped over and fell, when I was absolutely sure that it was flat on the ground. That’s the least of the bad happenings there. Almost every night in the fall through early spring I had frequent experiences of night terror, where things seemed like they were shooting back in forth, like my depth perception was being altered back and forth. I felt terrorized every night. I often went up stairs and consulted my parents. My brothers didn’t believe me, and thought I was just being ‘a baby’. And another time, my sister forgot to close her shades one night, and claimed to see an evil face look at her through her window. I am usually skeptical about my sister’s ‘freak-outs’, but I kind of believed her this time.
Something happened before all this. This was a good experience. I woke up one morning at the age of 9 or 10 in my room. It took me a long time to wake up that morning, which is strange, because I usually wake up in an instant. As seconds passed, my eyes opened slowly, and sitting at my desk was a beautiful woman all in white, writing something with a feather pen. She looked young, late teens early twenties. You may think that at my young age, I was waking up from a wet dream or something. There was nothing sexual about this experience. She was beautiful, indeed, but I could feel God’s presence. It was very peaceful, and although normally I would be scared dead at something like this, I wasn’t. in fact afterwards I hardly thought about it. Anyway, while I was waking up I noticed she was smiling. She looked over at me as my eyes were opening, still smiling. A yellow silhouette engulfed her, and it ate away at her image, and in about 3 seconds she was gone. I fell back asleep and woke up an hour later.
Now, looking back to my family’s past, my mom always told me a story about how when she was a little kid, she was in the car with some of her sisters, and a UFO hovered above them. I asked two of my aunts and my grandma, and they said the exact same thing. Then, after my grandparents raised all seven children, and all moved out, they sold the house. And I have heard just vague rumors of weird findings in that house, like paintings of aliens, and other strange things. I don’t doubt it. All my aunts and uncles are born-again spirit filled Christians, except for one. They all believe the truth about aliens and fallen angels, etc. Satan seems to have an interest in my mother’s side of the family. The family is somewhat divided because one of my uncles who started a cult. But I also wonder if Satan has an interest in me, because no other sibling, cousin, aunt, uncle, or parent has had experiences such as mine. My mom remembers night terror when she was a child, and I have talked to a cousin or two ho have claimed the same, but not as frequent or direct as mine.
A friend, however, has had maybe a worse experience than I’ve had. My friend’s father is the only surviving son of his parents, both his brothers died. One in a silo explosion, and the other in a car accident. Something has seemed to plague their family. Anyway, one day when this friend of mine was alone upstairs in his house while his mom was grocery shopping, he said a black cloud hovered outside his window, up close. It spoke to his mind, telling him to take interest in witchcraft and sorcery. My friend is not weird at all, he has told me of looking at books on witchcraft in a bookstore, but never reading, studying, or practicing out of them. He knows a lot about Satanism and witchcraft mainly out of curiosity, and that’s what Satan seemed to want to build on him – growing interest in these evil things, he wanted to make my friend become a sorcerer. My friend told me of the overwhelming scared feeling, and his knees gave out. He told it to go away in the name of Jesus, and it left. My friend knows, and has always known the truth, but it seems whenever you do something that pleases God, or if you start to understand spirituality or new things, Satan attacks you.
Satan is a coward, he only attacks you when your weak. Another funny thing that Satan is very unoriginal. Astrology, for one very good example is a perversion of something that is good. For instance, the heavens declare the glory of God and the constellations point to his plan of salvation, but nothing truthful is ever revealed through astrology, because it is from the Adversary. Almost anything evil is a twisting of something good. Sex, some may think, is largely bad. It is usually bad in today’s society (yes, I am really 16), but it isn’t evil, or God wouldn’t have given you a natural feeling for it. Kids at school usually think I’ve had sex a million times, because I’m a ‘big guy’ or a ‘stud’. True, I have a very athletic build, and must be attractive (I wouldn’t know), I haven’t and WILL NOT have sex until I am married. Some think I’m stupid, but I am determined to stay the straight and narrow, because premarital sex is a sin. I’m sure there will be a time where God allows a temptation to happen, and I will be given the opportunity to have sex. Because I am planning to move to Israel and join the I.D.F (Israeli Defense Force) some time after High School, I’m sure this temptation (or temptations) will happen probably in the next 2 years. I will stay strong against any temptation, because I have been trained, not only by my parents, but mostly by God, and although around 80% of teens who pledge their virginity lose it, I am VERY determined not to. Also, things like homosexuality are sick perversions of sex, but as society today is accepting more of these things, the world is being set up for the end times and the Great Deception or Delusion. And hopefully, as the three men told my mom, God would use me as a prophet and a warrior against evil in those times, which are soon to be here.Aaron