I probably shouldn’t be emailing you until I’ve finished your book. Your book is amazing and a God-send …. and I’m only half way through it! I hope you don’t mind me emailing you so soon. I’ve waited approximately 30 years to ‘talk’ to someone and I’ve been waiting on ‘pins and needles’ since I emailed you yesterday … hoping that I’d hear from you!! I only came across your website and then your contact info after purchasing your book and finding that information in your book. Yesterday was my first time on your website and I spent about half my day reading on it.
I would like to share something with you. This is not something I’ve shared with many people. My husband, our kids, two of my brothers …. that’s about it. I had wanted to ask you your opinion on this UFO phenomenon. Well, since reading your book and gleaning from your website, I found out that your opinion was the same as mine … there’s something going on out there, and it’s demonic. … it’s SO, SO demonic!!
There are a lot of people in my own circle of friends, family and Christian’s and non-Christian’s that scoff at this or simply don’t believe it, though a few have come to realize as well that ‘something’ is going on and it’s demonic. I have my own story……
To begin with, I am a born again, Bible believing Christian. I am married. Been married for 26 years. My husband (also a Christian) and I have 2 wonderful children, both Christians as well. Our son; and our daughter who is also married to a wonderful Christian man. I became a Christian when I was 18 years old and a few months later baptised in the Holy Spirit. It was a wonderful year. I met wonderful Christians of whom I’m still friends with over 30 years later. I remember back then being told that UFO’s were real and if you’re a Christian, you don’t have to worry because you’ll never see one. Well, I didn’t really believe in UFO’s, but just in case UFO’s ‘were’ real, this advice sounded nice and I tucked it in the corner of my mind and always ‘remembered’ it.
About a year after getting saved, I started getting these attacks. They would always happen when I was in bed and about to fall asleep. I would become paralyzed, both physically and with fear … a horrible, paralyzing fear … and something ‘dark’ would attack me and in my spirit I knew they wanted me for something evil and I knew without a shadow of a doubt that they were demonic and the only thing I could do was call on the name of Jesus, but only in my mind … over and over … saying ‘Jesus … Jesus … Jesus …..’, because I was paralyzed and couldn’t talk or move. These ‘dark’ things hated the name of Jesus and they fled. Many times just before the attacks I would hear a ‘roaring’ in my ears, just as the paralyses would come on me. Many times I would also ‘see’ myself in a different room. It was always bright and it was never an ugly room to ‘look’ at except for the fact that everything about that room was evil. Other times I was in my own room. These attacks occurred over and over, many times throughout the years. Each time the same physical paralysis and being paralyzed with ‘great’ fear. But they would only happen periodically … maybe once or twice a month, sometimes only a few times a year. Then suddenly about 2 years ago I went through a great onslaught of these attacks where for about a year, I was attacked 2 or 3 times a week.
These attacks were very fierce and powerful, but never more powerful than the name of Jesus and the Blood of Jesus. At first when the attacks began I couldn’t understand why. I kept crying out to the Lord and asking Him ‘why’ so many attacks … why are they happening? I was getting so tired of them. But the Lord would just say …. you’ll understand … in time. So on and on they came. At first the same paralyzing fear hit me and all I could do was call out the name of Jesus or the Blood of Jesus in my mind. But it was powerful enough to send them fleeing. They would flee, but then they started coming right back within minutes, but before they could attack me again I found out that I would have to command them, in the name to Jesus, to ‘leave my room, our home and our property and then cover all with the Blood of Jesus’. They never came back again that night. The next time that they came … it was the same, only I began to notice a difference! I was getting bolder. That paralyzing fear was beginning to leave. They would still paralyze my body, but with great effort, now I was able to sit up, point my finger and with holy indignation, command them to leave in Jesus name. And flee they did!! As time went on, there was no fear at all left in me and in perfect boldness, I was commanding them to leave, always in the name of Jesus and they always fled. About this same time I was coming across different websites, Christian and non-Christian where people were having these very same attacks, only the ones that didn’t know the Lord were actually ‘taken’ and horrific things performed on them. The non-Christian sites called these UFO’s! Right away I knew what was happening to me and I knew it wasn’t UFO’s attacking these other people. They were demonic attacks … Satan’s emissaries …. posing as UFO’s.
I’ve done a lot of reading since, some on Steve Quayle’s website and Tom Horn’s website. I also have purchased several books over the past couple of years, some of Steve Quayle’s books, some of Tom Horn’s and all of Lynn Marzulli’s books … though I found out that Lynn Marzulli has another book out that I didn’t know of called ‘The Alien Interviews’ (which I discovered on your site just yesterday). I have gleaned much from all of these books. I only recently came across a new book on the survivalmall.com site called ‘Unholy Communion’ …. I ordered it through Amazon.ca and waited several weeks for it, only to find out that it was no longer available. Then I tried ordering the book again, but through SurvivalMall (Anomally publisher’s I believe). It worked this time. I now have the book in my possession and only started reading it a few days ago.
As I said, that particular long wave of severe attacks only lasted about a year. Then stopped with only a periodic attack maybe once every few months to two or three per month. But also, during this wave of attacks, I ‘saw’ my attackers on a few different occasions. They were always so, so evil. Most of them were small … about the size of a 5 to 8 year old child. Once looking up I even saw a man. He was around in his late 50’s, a fine-groomed and very distinguished looking man (but evil inside and in his eyes). He was looking down at me with two of the ‘little’ demons beside him … all looking down at me, but they couldn’t touch me because I was calling on the name of Jesus. Around this same time I saw another ‘attacker’. This one stood at the foot of my bed. He was about 9 feet tall … the top of his shoulders reached the top of the 8 foot ceiling and his head went beyond that, and he was about 6 feet across his shoulders … very powerful and thick ‘Incredible Hulk’ type of shoulders. He was SO evil! He was looking down at me, but once again, he couldn’t touch me because I was calling on the name of Jesus …. and by now, I sitting up in bed, pointing my finger and commanding them to leave in the name of Jesus. The fear of them had left me and I had a boldness I never imagined I could have! It was around this time that this ‘wave’ of severe attacks ceased and though I still get them, it’s only a few a month, to a few every other month.
One time when I was attacked, it had been a particularly bad day. I can’t remember what I did, but I went to bed, out of sorts with everyone, not even praying or getting things right with the Lord. Well, that night another attack came and I knew I wasn’t ‘right’ with God and I could ‘hear’ them mocking me saying that I couldn’t even call on the name of Jesus this time …. and I couldn’t! Everything in me was weak and my walls of protection were down. But just as they were about to attack, Jesus came and stood between them and me. I only saw Jesus’ back, as He was facing them. I couldn’t hear what He was saying, but He was warring for me, when I couldn’t do it for myself! Jesus … He did this for me … and I still weep when I think of it. That was the only time that happened … but I’ll never forget how Jesus came and stood there and wouldn’t let them attack me, when I was too weak to fight them myself.
Also, I sought God many times over the years as to ‘why’ these attacks were happening … what doors in my life I might have left open or were still open. Why did they only start about a year ‘after’ I became a Christian? I searched my heart, scripture, etc., and got nothing but …. ‘you’ll see in time.’ Why did they ‘start’ for me … after I became a Christian …. a year after at that? I didn’t even really believe in UFO’s. I wasn’t reading up on them or watching anything on TV pertaining to them, in fact, I was only ‘just’ beginning to understand that there was a demonic spiritual realm. I understood about closing doors to occult involvement. I’ve closed every door I could think of or that the Lord would bring to mind. Even closing ancestral doors as I had an aunt on my Dad’s side who was practicing witch who put a ‘curse’ on my parents marriage because my dad refused to marry a Catholic woman, as well as closing doors on my mother’s side, who’s parents immigrated from Romania and brought many ‘old country’ occultic beliefs with them. I still don’t know the full impact of the ‘whys’ of these attacks. But … what did I learn from this and what did God show me? From reading and following up on different Christian websites and books that have exposé’s on UFO’s, they’re all saying that the UFO phenomenon is going to be a great endtime deception. I’m to the place where I believe this as well and God has also shown me without a shadow of a doubt that this is a very powerful demonic force, but also, it can (and will be) overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the name of Jesus! I really believe something is coming along this line and it reeks of evil … but we will overcome by the Blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony: Revelation 12:11 “They overcame him by the Blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony….”
Our son, over the past few years has ‘also’ had the same attacks, but only periodically. It’s the same with him …. and the entities leave at the name of Jesus. Our daughter said she was always afraid when our son and I told her about our attacks and hoped she never had one. Well, she did have one attack, about a year ago. They actually came into her bedroom and were trying taking her out through the window and had to stop when she called on the name of Jesus. My husband has only had one attack. It woke him up, sitting so heavy on his chest that he couldn’t breath, but as soon as he called on the name of Jesus ‘it’ left, but not before menacingly speaking audibly and saying to him: “I want YOU!’.
As Christians, we are definitely in a warfare and it’s not going to stop until we’re home, safe with our Lord. In the meantime, God has given us weapons to fight with and Jesus fights for us and continually intercedes on our behalf. We definitely ‘…wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places’. Eph 6:12
As I said before, I still get these attacks, but now when they come, there is NO more paralyzing fear and the ‘instant’ I see the onslaught heading my direction, I stop them in the name of Jesus and command them, in the name of Jesus, to leave. All fear of them has left me! I thank my Lord for this, for only Jesus could have done this for me!